Of course, Jonathan’s being home shattered my peace. He seemed to watch me all the time and I was constantly aware of him. I avoided him. Something warned me. It was that alarming discovery that I was not so much afraid of him as of myself. I was thinking of him all the time.
My mother-once she had recovered from her surprise and misgivings about Sophie’s taking Enderby-threw herself wholeheartedly into the project. She brought in Molly Blackett and they discussed curtains and such things. She went through the furniture in the attics, and the main topic of conversation was Enderby.
Dickon said the sale would not take long to be completed. He had had no difficulty in disposing of a magnificent diamond ring which would be ample for the purchase of the house.
Sophie could not wait to get possession. Meanwhile we had the key of the house and she could spend as much time as she liked there. Molly Blackett had been summoned to take measurements; Sophie and Jeanne went into the town to make purchases. My mother said they should go to London where they would find a great variety of materials to choose from.
Sophie demurred but at last decided it was a good idea.
It was about three weeks before Christmas. The threatened snow had not come as the wind had changed abruptly and we were back to the warmish damp weather again-the kind which was usual at this time of the year in our part of the country.
My mother said she would accompany Sophie and Jeanne to London for they need stay only for a few days; and it was arranged that they should go. My mother had some Christmas shopping to do in any case. Right at the last minute-as I guessed he would-Dickon said he would go with them.
While they were away Molly Blackett was to do some more measuring and take down some of the old curtains to see if anything could be done with them; and also to note what fittings would be needed. I said I would go with Molly and explain what was wanted.
That was how it came about that I was in the house on that December day.
I had arranged with Molly to come at two o’clock, which would give us a good two hours before darkness fell. David would be busy all day on the estate.
I rode over and let myself in.
It was strange to be alone there. The house seemed different-my imagination again-as though it were watching and waiting ... waiting to spring something on me.
I was early and Molly had not yet arrived. She had to come from the cottages on the Eversleigh estate, and I was sure she would be there in a few minutes, for she prided herself on her punctuality.
My impulse had been to wait outside for her; but chiding myself for cowardice, I had forced myself to go in.
My footsteps echoed on the stone floor of the hall; I looked up at the gallery and wondered what had induced Sophie to take such a place.
We were going to do the measurements upstairs, and I had a great desire to enter that room where I had heard the voice. I wanted to assure myself that I was not afraid, and that I was not so silly as to be frightened of an empty house.
I left the door open so that Molly could come straight in, and I ran up the stairs.
I went into the room and stood there.
All was silent; and almost immediately I heard the door shut and footsteps in the hall.
“I’m up here, Molly,” I called.
I looked round the room. The blue curtains had already been taken down from the bed and lay in a heap on the floor. They were in good condition and could be beaten and brushed, Jeanne had said, and then they would be as good as new.
I went to the door and stared. It was not Molly who stood there, but Jonathan.
“What are you doing here?” I gasped.
“Looking for you.”
“Molly Blackett will be here at any minute.”
He shook his head. He came on slowly and shut the door, leaning against it.
“What do you mean ... ?”
“Just that you will have to put up with me instead of Molly.”
“What are you talking about? Molly is coming to do some measurements.”
“She won’t be coming.”
“Nonsense. It has been arranged.”
”It has now been disarranged.”
“What do you mean? Disarranged?”
“By me. I have had a message sent to Molly Blackett to say that you could not see her this afternoon and would make other arrangements. You will be engaged elsewhere this afternoon.”
“You are ...”
“Yes, I am, am I not! My methods are Machiavellian.”
“You are most impertinent. How dare you interfere with my arrangements! How dare you send messages pretending they come from me!”
“I am daring by nature. I had to get you alone somehow. It isn’t easy, is it? This seems a heaven-sent opportunity.”
“I am leaving at once.”
He shook his head.
“We are going to talk. We have to come to an understanding, Claudine, I love you.
I’ve loved you ever since you came to England. I made up my mind then that you were for me, and I have never changed it.”
“Look, Jonathan, I don’t want to listen to this.”
“You are not very truthful, you know. You should see yourself now. Your eyes flash.