Stranger in a Strange Land

«Only partly. We are always delighted when Mike isn't withdrawn, it's jolly … but he's never really away. Jubal, I grok that you have not grokked the fullness of our way of Sharing-Water. But waiting will fill. Nor did Mike grok it, at first — he thought it was only for quickening of eggs, as it is on Mars.»

«Well … that's the primary purpose. Babies. Which makes it silly behavior on the part of a person, namely me, who has no wish, at my age, to cause such increase.»

She shook her head. «Babies are one result … but not the primary purpose. Babies give meaning to the future, and that is a great goodness. But only three or four or a dozen times in a woman's life is a baby quickened in her … out of thousands of times she can share herself — and that is the primary use for what we can do so often but would need to do so seldom if it were only for reproduction. It is sharing and growing closer, forever and always. Jubal, Mike grokked this because on Mars the two things — quickening eggs, and sharing-closer-are entirely separate … and he grokked, too, that our way is best. What a happy thing it is not to have been hatched a Martian … to be human … and a woman!»

He looked at her closely. «Child, are you pregnant?»

«Yes, Jubal. I grokked that waiting had ended and I was free to be. Most of the Nest have not needed to wait — but Dawn and I have been busy. But when we grokked this cusp coming, I grokked there would be waiting after cusp — and you can see that there will be. Mike will not rebuild the Temple overnight — so this high priestess will be unhurried in building a baby. Waiting always fills.»

From this high-flown mishmash Jubal abstracted the central fact … or Jill's belief concerning such a possibility. Well, no doubt she had had plenty of opportunity. He resolved to keep an eye on the matter and bring her home for it. Mike's superman methods were all very well, but it wouldn't hurt to have modern equipment at hand, too. Losing Jill to eclampsia or some other mishap he would not let happen, even if he had to get tough with the kids.

He wondered about another such possibility, decided not to mention it. «Where's Dawn? And where's Mike? The place seems awfully quiet.» No one else was in sight and he heard no voices … and yet that odd feeling of happy expectancy was even stronger. He would have expected a release from tension after the ceremony he had apparently joined in himself — unbeknownst — but the air was more charged than ever. It suddenly reminded him of how he had felt, as a very small boy, when waiting for his first circus parade … and someone had called out: «There come the elephants!»

Jubal felt as if, were he just a little taller, he could see the elephants, past the excited crowd. But there was no crowd.

«Dawn told me to give you a kiss for her; she'll be busy for the next three hours, about. And Mike is busy, too — he went back into withdrawal.»

«Oh.»

«Don't sound so disappointed; he'll be free soon. He's making a special effort so that he will be free on your account … and to let us all be free. Duke spent all night scouring the city for the highspeed recorders we use for the dictionary and now we've got everybody who can possibly do it being jammed full of Martian phonic symbols and then Mike will be through and can visit. Dawn has just started dictating; I finished one session, ducked out to say good-morning … and am about to go back and get poured full of my last part of the chore, so I'll be gone a little longer than Dawn will be. And here's Dawn's kiss — the first one was just from me.» She put her arms around his neck and put her mouth greedily to his — at last said, «My goodness! Why did we wait so long? 'Bye for a little!»

Jubal found a few in the dining room. Duke looked up, smiled and waved, went back to hearty eating. He did not look as if he had been up all night — nor had he; he had been up two nights.

Becky Vesey looked around when Duke waved and said happily, «Hi, you old goat!» — grabbed his ear, pulled him down, and whispered: «I've known it all along — but why weren't you around to console me when the Professor died?» She added aloud, «Sit down and we'll get some food into you while you tell me what devilment you've been plotting lately.»

«Just a moment, Becky.» Jubal went around the table. «Hi, Skipper. Good trip?»

«No trouble. It's become a milk run. I don't believe you've met Mrs. van Tromp. My dear, the founder of this feat, the one and only Jubal Harshaw — two of him would be too many.»

The Captain's wife was a tall, plain woman with the calm eyes of one who has watched from the Widow's Walk. She stood up, kissed Jubal. «Thou art God.»