Or at least I used to.
Before he was murdered in my hometown of Concord, Massachusetts.
Chapter 68
THIS IS A MONSTER CLUE in the ongoing mystery called “my life of late.” It has to be.
I whip my head back from the hallway, quickly shutting the door. I’m alone in the room and
I have no idea how Dr. Magnumsen, my pediatrician from my hometown, could be alive, let alone working in Brooklyn. What’s more, he hasn’t aged a day. He looks exactly as he did when I last saw him.
Back when I was twelve years old.
The doubts creep in like a heavy fog. Is it really him? Maybe this doctor just looks like Floyd Magnumsen. Right down to the cleft chin?
I know one way to find out.
Christ, listen to yourself, Kristin! If you’re right, that means you’ll be talking to a dead man!
And if I’m wrong? If I go into that hallway and make another insane scene?
Suffice to say, the hospital will put me up in a room, all right. One with wall-to-wall padding. And a little window so they can watch me at all times.
But it’s Magnumsen; I know it is.
Like I know I saw my father. I even have the pictures to prove it.
Wait.
I rush over to my shoulder bag and grab my camera, checking for film. It’s ready.
I pause by the door, swallowing hard, my cheek resting against the cool wood. I need to be quick and I need to be quiet. I can’t let anyone see me take the shot. Not Dr. Curley, and especially not Magnumsen.
Carefully, I peek into the hallway again. The two men are still together, but Dr. Curley and his blond hair have moved again, blocking my shot.
Camera raised, I watch through my lens, waiting for the Kodak moment.
He doesn’t. The man’s a statue.
Which means I am too. How long can I stand here before someone—
For a split second, Dr. Curley shifts his feet as he tucks away his cell phone. I’ve got the shot! More proof that I’m not a mad person, just that the world has gone mad all around me. Makes sense—if you’re in my shoes, anyway.
Right as I snap the pic, I hear a scream over my shoulder. I spin to see a very pregnant woman hunched over at the entrance to the emergency room. She screams again, and two nurses rush toward her.
She’s pointing at the room I’m in—looking and pointing right at me.
She screams again and utters just one word:
And she’s not the only one looking my way. So is Dr. Magnumsen.
If I wasn’t sure before, I am now. It’s been nearly fifteen years, but it’s as if I haven’t aged a day either. This man who molested me—my pediatrician—recognizes who I am in an instant.
Chapter 69
“KRISTIN, PLEASE unlock the door,” says Dr. Robert Curley in the perfect tone for reading Dr. Seuss to preschoolers.
I don’t. I don’t even respond to this complete fraud.
“Whatever’s bothering you, I’m sure we can help.”
I hear the strain in his voice as he tries to remain warm and fuzzy. There must be a book somewhere,
“C’mon, Kristin, I’m not the enemy,” he says.
It’s an interesting choice of words, and I speak up.
“Is he with you?” I ask. “Is he still out there?”
“Is who with me?”
I fall silent again, listening as Curley repeatedly tries to coax me out of this tiny box of a room. It’s no use, and he knows it. His frustration mounts, and soon warm and fuzzy turn to piss and vinegar.
“JUST OPEN THE DOOR!” he yells. “OPEN IT THIS INSTANT.”
Curley begins pounding the door with his fist. I keep my eyes glued on the knob with its push-button lock, terrified that it might pop out from all the rattling.
“YOU CAN’T STAY IN THERE FOREVER!”
We’ll see about that.
The shouting and pounding stop, quickly replaced by whispering. I press my ear against the door. Magnumsen is talking. I can barely make out what he’s saying, but what I do hear is enough.
“The key. Who has the key? We have to get her out of there.”
Immediately, I grab one of the chairs and try to wedge it under the doorknob. It’s not tall enough.
Although I may be desperate, I’m not stupid. I won’t be able to hold off Curley and Magnumsen once they have the key.
But I know someone who can.