We Know

"It'll be worth it," she said, misreading my hesitation and gently tugging me along. "They brought the concept over from Switzerland. They say you won't believe what it does to your taste buds." We shuffled forward past invisible dining tables. "Now, if you need anything, just call for me. Jocelyn, right? Likewise to go to the bathroom. Give me your hand. There you go. This is the edge of your table. This is your chair. You'll find a glass to your right-got it? Bread and salad in front of you. Butter in the dish."

And she was gone.

A small table. For two. Feeling around my place setting, I stared into darkness. I wouldn't have been able to see a gun barrel inches from my nose. A waft of air-conditioning. The tinkle of breaking glass. Behind me a man guffawed and said, "I just spread butter on my thumb." I tried to read the air. Someone was sitting opposite me.

I heard the whir of night-vision goggles autofocusing and felt my heart seize. Being scrutinized when I was blind pitched me up to a whole new level of discomfort. I felt a bizarre urge to cover my face, but instead I braced myself-for his stare, a bullet, a blow to the nose.

"Don't worry," he said. "I won't hurt you."

I tried to gauge the voice. Strong, but nervous. Gravelly from firsthand smoke. Older than me, but not by much. Before I had time to ponder why he was nervous, he said, "Please, take a bite. It is pretty amazing."

The scents around me were especially distinct; of course, I hadn't eaten all day. I tore off a piece of roll. Flaky, warm, hint of anise. Absolutely incredible. "Okay," I said. "Obviously I shouldn't bother asking who you are. But what should I call you?"

"Shallow Throat." He chuckled. "Call me the Voice in the Dark."

"So, Voice, you're a pretty controlling dinner date."

I heard a click, and then he set something on the table.

"Pink-noise generator," I guessed. "You think I'm wired."

"You, the table, the walls."

"The walls?"

I shoveled my fork through the salad. By the time the tines got to my mouth, they were empty. I used my fingers, which somehow made everything taste better. Baby greens with pear slices and some kind of blue cheese. I chased a toasted walnut around the plate.

" Talking concrete,'" he said. "When we speak, we bounce amplitude waves off the walls. The Russians figured out how to embed crystals into concrete, crystals that oscillate with the amplitude waves, throw a signal a hundred fifty yards. It's no-shit stuff-they got it into the U.S. embassies in Moscow and Brussels when they poured the walls. Anyone could be listening to anyone else. At any time." Someone shuffled by. I heard the whir again, and then the Voice said, "He'll be eating quickly."

Jocelyn said, "I'll bring 'em as fast as they come out." She leaned over me. "Done with your salad already? All right, then. I'm gonna reach past your right shoulder. There we go. Now, hang on." She withdrew and returned moments later. "And hot plate coming. Okay, now."

Somehow, miraculously, she filled our water glasses.

The hot scent of steak rose to my face. I pawed around my plate. My fingertips told me that the filet was wrapped in something. Pancetta, maybe. I sawed with a knife, then tore with my fingers, slid a lump past my lips. My workout had left me ravenous. As I chewed, I realized that if I were still scared, I wouldn't be eating. Despite the ominous stage setting, the Voice didn't seem menacing. Just firm and concise.

"I need my money," the Voice said.

"I thought you said you had something / want."

"You only got one part of it."

"One part of what?" I asked.

"Of what he wanted to give you."

"Charlie?"

"So you know his name."

"Just his first name," I said. "What's his last?" My fingertips had moved instinctively to the dimple in my cheek from the explosion. Realizing that the Voice could see me, I lowered my hand.

"That's not important," he said.

"What is?"

"You found the P.O. box?"

I stopped mid-chew. "Yep. I got the photomat slip. When did you pick up my trail?"

"I knew where Charlie's safe house was. I waited for you there. It was the logical first place someone would look. After watching you for a bit, I figured out you needed my help."

"But you didn't know where Charlie had hidden the money. You saw me leaving his place with the rucksack. That's why you broke in to my place last night. To get the money."

"My money," he said.

"You were the one who paid him?"

"He got it for me."

"So that was you in my place last night."

He said, "I didn't mean to hurt you."

"You didn't hurt me. You just pissed me off."

"I intended to help you. Did the P.O. box have whatever you were searching for?"

"You didn't look?"

"I didn't have the key," he said.

"Why didn't you ask me for it?"

"I don't want the key. I want the cash."

"Yeah," I said. "I opened the P.O. box. All it had in it was-"

"Don't tell me." The conversation around us silenced, then slowly started back up. After a time the Voice said, quietly, "Whatever comes with that key, I don't want it."

I pushed the plate away, leaned back in my chair.