Margaret looked at her own right hand - a couple of blue biro marks across the bottom of the thumb - and thought of the tortured atonement that Cranmer had sought, and welcomed, for his earlier weaknesses. A tear ran hurriedly down her cheek, and she took from her handbag a white paper handkerchief to dry her eyes.
The stairs - iron now, and no longer enclosed for the next two flights - led up and over the roof of the Lady Chapel, and she felt a sense of exhilaration in the cold air as she climbed higher still to the Bell Tower, where the man with the binoculars, his hair windswept, had just descended the stone spiral staircase that led to the top.
'Not much further!' he volunteered. 'Bit blowy up there, though. Bit slippery, too. Be careful!'
For several seconds as she emerged at the top of the tower, Margaret was conscious of a terrifying giddiness as her eyes glimpsed, just below her feet, the black iron ring that circled the golden-painted Roman numerals of the great clock adorning the north wall of the church. But the panic was soon gone, and she looked out across at the Radcliffe Camera; and then to the left of the Camera at the colleges along Broad Street; then the buildings of Balliol where Cranmer had redeemed his soul amid the burning brushwood; then she could see the leafless trees along St Giles', and the roads that led off from there into North Oxford; and then the giant yellow crane that stood at the Haworth Hotel in the Banbury Road. She took a few steps along the high-walk towards the north-western corner of the tower, and she suddenly felt a sense of elation, and the tears welled up again in her eyes as the wind blew back her hair, and as she held her head up to the elements with the same joyous carelessness she had shown as a young girl when the rain had showered down on her tip-tilted face ...
At a point on the corner, her wholly inadequate and unsuitable shoes had slipped along the walkway, and a man standing below watched the black handbag as it plummeted to the earth and landed, neatly erect, in a drift of snow beneath the north-west angle of the tower.
Chapter Thirty-one
Monday, January 6th: p.m.
(F. H. BRADLEY)
Morse was dissatisfied and restless - that much was obvious as they sat outside the Bowmans' house in Charlbury Drive. Ten minutes they waited, Morse just sitting there in the passenger seat, his safety-belt still on, staring out of the window. Then another ten minutes, with Morse occasionally clicking his tongue and taking sharp audible breaths of impatient frustration.
'Think she's coming back?' said Lewis.
'I dunno.'
'How long are we going to wait?' 'How do
'I tell you one thing, Lewis. I'm making one bloody marvellous mess of this case!' 'I don't know about that, sir.’
'Well you
Lewis nodded, but said nothing; and for a further ten minutes the pair of them sat in silence.
But there was no sign of Margaret Bowman.
'What do you suggest we do, Lewis?' asked Morse finally.
'I think we ought to go to the post office: see if we can find some of Bowman's handwriting - there must be something there; see if any of his mates know anything about where he is or where he's gone; that sort of thing.'
'And you'd like to get somebody from there to go and look at the body, wouldn't you? You think it
‘I’d just like to check, that's all. Check it
'And you're telling me it's about bloody time we did!'
'Yes sir.'
'All right. Let's do it your way. Waste of time but —' His voice was almost a snarl. 'Are you feeling all right, sir?'
'Course I'm not feeling all right! Can't you see I'm dying for a bloody cigarette, man?'