On my walk back I took a different route, by way of the Anapo River, and reaching the shore saw ahead of me twelve nuns in black habits waving their arms and strolling by the blue sea. It was a Sicilian combination of the bizarre, the religious, the humorous, the tender, and the surreal.
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The Ferry Villa to Calabria
Instead of entering Messina on the way back, I stayed on the train, and the train and I were rolled onto the clanging deck of the ferry
Standing in the darkness of the steel-hulled
“I lost my arm.”
It was too dark to see anyone, though I could hear the laborious pegging of a crutch or a cane knocking against the metal deck.
“Help me,” the voice said.
I stepped back, and the noise I made gave me away and directed him to me.
“Give me something,” he said. “I lost my arm.”
He then dimly emerged from the soupy darkness and I smelled him more clearly than I saw him. The smell was stale bread and decaying wool, spiked with a hum of vinegary wine.
“Please,” he said. And then, “No, I can’t take it!”
My coins were clinking because he bumped them with the stump in his ragged sleeve.
“No arm! Put them in my pocket!”
All this was in the stinking darkness of the ship’s hull, among the detached coaches of the train.
“Have a good trip,” he said, and pegged past me, rapping his crutch, and I heard other passengers giving him money—not out of mercy, but in exchange for his blessing, out of superstition.
On deck with the departing Sicilians and the returning Calabrese, all of them munching sandwiches, I saw that we were pulling out of Messina’s harbor. Sicily had clouds the shape and color of old laundry billowing over it, and the straits were windy too, but except for whitecaps and blown froth, it did not seem to be a bad sea. This could have been just an illusion. A whirlpool might make a low howling sound, but it is not usually visible until you are on top of it.
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The Calabrians had cracked a ghoulish joke by naming a village on the shore after the monster that had to eat six sailors at a time (“she takes, / from every ship, one man for every gullet”); in fact, Scylla was a little place nearby on the railway line to Naples and Rome, where this train was going. Above the shore here were great eroded slopes of steep hills, all settled and scraped bare, and like Sicily the landscape was mostly urbanized or settled. No hill existed in Italy without an antenna planted on it, or a fort, or a dome, or a crucifix. Italians fulfill themselves by building and reorganizing the landscape. It is as though nature has no interest for them until it has been improved by digging and urbanizing it. That is one thing Italians have in common with the Chinese. Another is a love of noodles. Yet another, an ancient belief in dragons.