I returned to my bed. I wondered whether he would join me.
He did not. And in the morning he told me that it was necessary for him to take another trip on the Continent. This time he wanted to buy more tapestry for the walls of some of our rooms.
It occurred to me later that when I had seen him during the night on that other occasion he had almost immediately gone abroad afterward.
I wondered whether there was any significance in this. It was typical of our relationship that I did not feel it was possible to ask him.
My mother came visiting over to the Abbey, her basket full of lotions and unguents.
"My dear daughter," she cried, "watch over the children. One of our men has come in from the city with a tale that he saw a man dying in the Chepe. He saw another on one of the barges at the Westminster stairs. The sweat is with us.”
I was alarmed for the children. I dosed them with my mother's remedies and forbade them to leave the house, but how could I be sure that someone had not brought the dreaded sweat into the Abbey?
Honey, sensing my fear, showed a terrified delight; she clung to me as though she were afraid that I was going to be snatched from her. Catherine was scornful and tried to slip away when she could. I chided her and she was penitent but I knew she would forget the warning the very next minute.
Kate came to the rescue.
"I hear the sweat is raging in London. You are too near for my comfort. You must bring the children to Remus. Here you will be safe from the evil.”
I was delighted and prepared to set out for Remus Castle.
Widowhood suited Kate. She was rich and although so far no one had sought her hand-the death of her husband being too recent-there were one or two who were biding their time though they would not wait long, for the late King's speedy marriage to Jane Seymour before Anne Boleyn was cold in her grave had set a fashion.
Lord Remus had never been an exacting husband and had always been ready to indulge his wife, but now Kate was the mistress and master of the house and determined to enjoy her new position.
She had gowns of velvets and silks and I had never seen such purring and ruching of sleeves before.
"You know nothing of Court fashions," she told me contemptuously.
Carey was now Lord Remus; he was a very important young gentleman. Someone had told him that he must take care of his mother-ironically, I thought, for no woman could care for herself as well as Kate; but Carey took it seriously. He could ride well, and was learning to shoot in the archery courtyard; he had a falcon which he was learning to use. Every time I saw him he seemed a little more grown up. He was some months younger than Honey, and a year or so older than Catherine; but he was cock of the walk in his own farmyard, I noticed.
Catherine quarreled with him incessantly; but he and Honey were good friends. I began to think that Honey showed a preference for him because he and Catherine were such enemies.
Kate was already making plans for the future. The Court, she said, had become nonexistent since the death of King Henry. How could a boy of eleven years or so hold a Court!
The Protector Somerset was of course the real King and his brother Lord High Admiral Thomas Seymour was perhaps a little envious of him.
"Torn Seymour has hopes of the Lady Elizabeth," Kate told me. "You can see where that is leading.”
"She could never be Queen of England," I said. "There is Mary before her, and would the old King not have both considered to be illegitimate to suit his own purposes?”
"Poor Edward is a sickly child. It's to be doubted whether he will ever beget children.”
"I daresay they will marry him off as soon as possible.”
He is devoted to his cousin, Jane Grey. I think he would be delighted to take her.”
"Which would be a satisfactory match since she herself has some pretensions to the throne.”
"Have you thought that it could be a Protestant match, Damask, and what that could mean to the country? I would rather see someone gay on the throne. Jane is a prim little thing, so I have heard. Rather like you were, I imagine. So good with her Latin and Greek. Quite the little scholar.”
Days had always passed cozily at Remus and now it had become a kind of oasis for me. There were no problems and I realized how relieved I was to leave the Abbey for a while.
Kate, restless because she was confined to the house in supposed mourning for her husband, planning the entertainments she would give at the Castle when that period was over, parading in her velvet gowns with only me and the occasional visitor to admire her, found the best method of passing the time in talking to me.
She enjoyed going over the past and she remembered more incidents from our childhood than I had believed she would. I remembered, yes, but then I was more introspective than she. So it was surprising to discover that these little incidents which had appeared too insignificant to mean much to her had somehow remained stored in her mind.