The Cloud Atlas

A month later, May 12, he was telling me that “just by coincidence,” he'd found himself back in the same bar. Again, the bar was hushed and somber. Again, Gurley asked-an honest question, he assured me, and such tactlessness was certainly not beyond him-what was going on. It had been a month to the day of Roosevelt 's death, he was told.

“Good God, people!” Gurley shouted. “Even the worms have had their fill of him now!” Round two.

And last night, round three. Delighted to discover that the monthly mourning was occurring as scheduled, Gurley had surreptitiously ordered a drink. Then he smiled a huge smile, raised a glass, and shouted, “The king is dead! Long live the king!” Which no one seemed to quite understand, though their faces all made one thing clear. This would be the third and final round.

A woman began “screeching” at him, Gurley said, about being a “traitor” to his own commander in chief. Gurley took offense and sought to correct her. “I just wanted a word with her,” Gurley said. But he got much more: fists, a stein of beer, part of a chair, and from the woman herself, the heel of a shoe. It was this last blow, he added quietly, that had caused the most damage to the eye. “Ironic,” he said, “but heroic all the same, don't you think?”

I didn't answer, distracted by the discovery that the glee had gone out of Gurley's voice. He was no longer enjoying his story. I assumed that pain had now overtaken him and he was regretting this last fight, and probably the fights before. But that wasn't it at all.

“Do you know that our current military force in Alaska is less than half what it was a year ago?” he asked. “It's a month since the Germans surrendered. Almost two months since we landed on Okinawa. We're running out of time, Sergeant.” He slowly raised a hand to his eye, but he seemed unable to stomach anything more than his fingertips grazing his eyebrow.

“Let's get that looked at, sir,” I said, sitting forward. I was worried- and it wasn't as irrational as it sounds-that his eyeball was going to pop out in a spray of blood and land on the desk.

“The war is not over, Belk,” he said. “I doubt this Truman knows that. I wonder if FDR knew that. Europe is won. But the war in the Pacific, Sergeant. The ocean will run red for years to come.” He took a breath and closed his eyes with a wince. “We can only hope,” he said.

MY LAST BAR FIGHT was in Fairbanks, just a few years ago. It was my fault, for the most part. I'd flown into town to do some business with the diocese, and Ronnie had invited himself along, as he'd done before. On such occasions, I referred to Ronnie as a deacon or president of the parish Holy Name Society-certainly not as a shaman. We'd only just started our “alternative health care” visits at the hospice, and word had yet to spread.

On this particular flight, however, Ronnie was not doing well at playing the role of a devout Christian. He kept opening and closing a small pouch that appeared to be full of various talismans and other tiny, carved figures. And he kept talking about murder.

As much as he took responsibility for his own drinking, he also faulted those who'd served alcohol to him. This may sound curious to those who don't live in our community, but given the rapid, ruthless way alcohol takes hold of Native Alaskans-well, Ronnie had a point.

Ronnie had accompanied me on a previous trip to Fairbanks years before. This was when he was still wrestling with alcoholic demons; this was when I still thought I could help him do so all by myself. I'd asked him along almost as an experiment. I thought he might do better if he were removed from the familiar temptations (and hidden stashes) back home. I had some business at the chancery, so I left him in God's care before a side altar in the cathedral.

I never got it straight from God what transpired next, nor from Ronnie when I later visited him in the hospital. He'd found a bar, the Bear 'n' Moose, he'd run up a tab, he hadn't (probably couldn't have) paid, he'd hurled some insults, gotten some back-I suppose God might have been involved in the end, because it's inconceivable otherwise that anyone had enough charity in their heart when it was all done to call an ambulance.

So Ronnie was now going to go back and set things right. He assured me he wouldn't go into the bar-that he wouldn't, in fact, even have to go near the place. He patted his pouch and told me he'd simply go into a shamanic trance in the cathedral (while previous bishops spun in their graves in the crypt below), fly over to the bar, invisible, and invoke a curse or two.

My miscalculation was assuming that he would simply fall asleep in the course of his trance-he'd done so more than once before, usually when he was boasting to me of his long-departed powers-and I'd discover him contentedly snoring in a pew near the statue of Joseph. But my meeting ran long, and when I returned, Ronnie was gone.

I went straight over to the Bear 'n' Moose.