But Saburo's decisions that first day led them to one portage after another. By evening, they'd found themselves on a small, reasonably dry patch of tundra. Lily was exhausted. Saburo wanted to go on; it was still light, after all.
Lily shook her head. Saburo pursed his lips, looked down in his book.
“I did not need you to come,” Saburo said.
Lily looked at him and then back toward Bethel. “I didn't
“Not uncle,” said Saburo after a pause.
Lily started unpacking some cooking gear and then changed her mind. She didn't want to cook-and she definitely did not want to cook
“I can come back, pick you up,” said Saburo.
“That's sweet,” Lily said. Saburo glared, but Lily said nothing, just sat and chewed for a while. She offered a piece of blubber to Saburo. “How would you find me?” Lily asked. “That book of yours?” When he refused to answer or eat, she wiped her mouth with her forearm and reached for his journal.
He snatched it away. He started to stalk off, but there was no place to go; the tuft of dry tundra they'd found for themselves wasn't much larger than Sam's store. Venture too close to any edge and your footprints started filling with water; a step or two later, you were knee-deep.
Lily finished eating. She swallowed, and then asked him, very quietly, “May I see your book?”
“Not a book. It's in Japanese. Hard to understand.”
“I'm good at understanding things,” Lily said, wiping her hands on her pants.
“You know Japanese?” he asked.
Lily shook her head. “You know your way back?”
He frowned, checked the height of the sun, and then handed her the journal. Smiling at him, Lily held it closed on her lap until he turned away, took a few steps north, and started scouting the route they'd take next.
He was scouting the wrong way. Lily knew it instantly; she didn't even have to open the book. Just holding it there, on her lap, she knew what he was looking for, though not why, and where the object was, though not how it got there. She started to call for him, but hesitated. She didn't trust herself. Her powers, such as they were, had been waning after all, especially with things like books. And besides, what she was seeing didn't make sense: a black bit of earth, smoking, like the remains of a giant campfire. There was some wreckage-something had crashed-but it wasn't a truck or a plane-maybe books? Books didn't seem likely, but that was what she felt, could almost smell: paper, burning, grass, burning, and all of it just to the south.
With Lily as guide, they reached the spot an hour and two portages later. Lily was surprised, even disappointed, that the fire she'd imagined seemed to have burned itself out some time ago. All that remained were some charred, bent metal strips-some kind of a crate?-and a few dozen square feet of earth that looked as if it had been seared by a giant, fiery thumbprint. Saburo took out his book and started writing.
He didn't tell her the whole story the first night, and even after two months together, crisscrossing the tundra, she was never sure he had told her everything, even when she took up his hand and held it tight. But he had told her enough: he was Japanese, a soldier, a spy, sent behind enemy lines to see if early tests of a frightening new device were having any success. They were called
The
“I was never scared,” Lily said.
“Wasn't he scared of you?” I asked. “Here you were, an American-”
“I don't usually get taken for American,” Lily said. “Not even by me.”
“Lily.”
“Louis,” she said. Smiling a mother's smile, she lifted both my hands in hers, glancing at my palms. “Louis,” she said again, looking up. “This man-had