Dark End of the Street

He never knew how much they got. Never really asked. He’d blow almost the whole thing at strip clubs and on whiskey and weed.

He might have stayed in it forever if he hadn’t begged Ransom to take him along that night around Christmas. He’d shown up at the pool hall, pissed off at his parents for having some big party that spilled into his bedroom where he’d found some old gray-headed woman looking through his record collection and making fun of the singers’ clothes. She said Mick Jagger looked like a girl and dropped the record on the floor like it was infested with bugs.

The woman didn’t see him till he called her a withered bag of shit and stole the keys to his mamma’s Buick station wagon. He’d found Ransom rolling the pool balls around the table with his fingers and absently looking at his watch.

He could tell that Ransom was awful mad about something as he guided each ball into pockets as if he were their God.

When he saw Russell, he said he didn’t have time.

And damn if Russell didn’t beg to help. Ransom wasn’t even listening to him as he slipped into his coat – that is, until he mentioned stealing his mamma’s Buick. At the time, Russell had actually believed Ransom was impressed, not that he didn’t want to use his own ride.

Ransom made him drink half a bottle of tequila on the way to that house on Rosewood and handed him a pair of leather gloves. Shut up. Follow me. Listen to what I say, kid.

Jesus Christ, Russell thought, his mind a blur of blood and gunshots. Jesus Christ.

Russell broke from the memory and walked along the high log fence around his hunting lodge in Alligator. He heard the hum of a car’s motor on the other side and wanted more than anything to keep him out. Especially now.

But just as if he were still seventeen, he pressed the button for the gate to slide open and waited for Ransom to drive through. It was important, Ransom assured him. It was about the election.

The election was two weeks away and he was having nighttime meetings with one of the leaders of the Dixie Mafia. Jesus.

Russell didn’t take him inside his hunting lodge. Didn’t even offer. He knew Ransom expected to be treated like a guest. Served warm Bourbon on the cold night, maybe a sandwich or dinner prepared. He had to be crazy.

Russell would keep him outside with the rest of the dogs.

Russell had a Browning tucked in the side pocket of his slicker and a flashlight in his hand. They followed a path next to a little creek wrapping the eastern edge of his property as a light, cold rain began to fall.

“I want your word on this, Jude.”

Russell kept on walking down the same path he’d been clearing for years. He kicked away some stones from the dirt and looked into the distance where the trees began to gather in a thicket of forest.

Russell stopped, feeling strong on his own land with his own gun. He looked at Ransom’s tanned face and bleached teeth. Ransom had animal smarts but didn’t know about educated people. He was so stupid, thinking he could still control him after all these years. Russell had left that all behind. He’d gone back to college. Gotten a Masters in business from Vanderbilt, brought his uncle’s cotton business into the modern age and doubled their profits, married a fine woman, and raised a good Christian family.

“You listen to me,” he said, trying to stop his voice from shaking. “Don’t you ever come to my house, walk in my presence, or call me again. Do you understand? I made some mistakes when I was a child. But I am about to be governor of the state of Tennessee. I will have you put in prison if you approach me again. I let you come here only as a warning.”

Ransom started cackling and pulled his loose gray hair into a ponytail, knotting the wet mass at the back of his head. His gray hair was receding. His eyes were black.

He smiled at Jude and put his arm around him. Russell felt dirty just smelling the man’s rancid breath and pushed him away.

“All right, Jude,” he said with that same loose, rotten grin. “That’s fair. We’ll call it even. You keep those casinos out of Memphis like we agreed and I’ll call it square on that couple I killed in Oxford. For you.” Ransom spoke a little louder when he said that, like the killings were his present. “I think that’s a good old trade. Filled that couple full of holes myself. That fat country boy squirmed on the floor in his own piss talking shit about the South rising again.”

“I never asked you.”

“No, you never asked. But I’m sure you wanted to be questioned about killing some niggers back in ‘sixty-eight. During the election? Didn’t you? Would’ve kind of gotten away from them issues you love so much.”

“I didn’t even know that lawyer.”

“Why’d you send me that file then, like it was a burnin’ sack of dogshit left on your porch?”

“That night involved you. Thought you’d want to know.”

“Yeah, we are all dirty in this.”

Ransom got closer and stuck two fingers under Russell’s nose. “We share it all.”