I was glad when the tour of the house was over and we came out into the fresh air.
We walked back across the fields and everyone was talking about Enderby, what a fascinating house it was, and how fortunate Sophie had been to have such a bargain fall into her hands.
“It is a pity all French émigrés are not so fortunate,” said Lady Pettigrew.
“She was so lucky to get away with her jewels,” said Millicent.
“And her life,” added Lord Pettigrew.
“She has Jonathan to thank for that,” David reminded them.
“How wonderful!” said Millicent, smiling at Jonathan.
“Oh it was simple,” he said lightly. “We went over and we came out with Mademoiselle Sophie and her maid and the clever creature had sewed the jewels in their garments and didn’t tell me until we were crossing the Channel.”
“It’s no use your trying to pretend it wasn’t marvellous,” said Millicent sternly.
“You are really very brave.”
“I am a very perfect gentle knight,” said Jonathan. “I deserve all your adulation, and most gratefully accept it ... and shall probably beg for more. It is a commodity I have a great fancy for. You cannot give me too much of it.”
Millicent slipped her arm through his. She was a little forward, I supposed, for the manners of our day, but her mother showed no sign of disapproving, which told me that the redoubtable Lady Pettigrew smiled on Jonathan as a future son-in-law.
I was restless and uncertain. I wanted to see Jonathan alone. I wanted to tell him that there must be no more love-making between us. I wanted to ask nun what his feelings were for Millicent Pettigrew, and if that state of bantering flirtation which seemed to exist between them had any meaning behind it.
I had said I would not be at the rendezvous that afternoon but I was making excuses to myself. I wanted to talk to him, I kept assuring myself. I wanted to stress that our dangerous relationship must cease.
Or did I merely want to be with him? Did I know in my heart that once we were alone in that room, once he held me close to him, I would give way as I had before?
I watched them go off riding. I said I had certain things to do and could not join them. Jonathan waved to me as he rode off. His plan was to lose them as quickly as he could, return to the stables and leave his horse there, for it would be dangerous to tether it outside the house where it could be seen. It would not take him long to hurry across the fields.
In spite of having promised myself not to go, I set out.
I must talk to him, I must, I kept saying to myself.
That was my excuse.
I was a few minutes early. I hesitated at the door. My inclination was to wait outside, but that was foolish. What if someone passed by and saw me waiting there? Still, I hesitated. Was I afraid of an old house? To show myself that I was not, I took the key from my pocket, opened the door and went in, shutting it behind me. When he came, Jonathan would ring the bell. It was a little rusty, but it worked.
I advanced into the hall. Certainly it had change^} and the minstrels’ gallery without its curtains looked quite ordinary. I could not imagine any ghosts hiding there now.
It was all a matter of shadows and darkness. How right David had been about those overgrown shrubs. They had not been dealt with yet and Sophie had indicated that they would only be trimmed, so she would still retain some of the old house’s atmosphere.
I ran up the stairs to that room which I looked upon as ours.
I stood in it and thought of the first time. It had happened so swiftly that it had caught me unaware, and then once it had happened I was trapped; and it had been so easy, having made the first step, to go on.
How silent the house was!
Hurry, Jonathan, I thought.
Then I heard that voice ... that whisper, preceded by a little laugh, and then: “Mrs. Frenshaw ... remember the seventh commandment, Mrs. Frenshaw.”
I stood there stunned. For some seconds I could not move. I was straining my ears listening. There was no sound ... nothing but that frightening silence.
I ran out of the room and as I reached the stairs the door bell was clanging through the house. I ran down and opened the door.
Jonathan was there. He caught me in his arms. “What’s wrong? What is it, Claudine?”
“I heard it again,” I said. “The voice ...”
“Voice? Where?”
“In the room. Our room.”
“There’s no one here ...”
“I heard it. I heard it distinctly.”
“Come on. We’ll have a look,” he said.
He put his arm round me and I clung to him. We ran up the stairs.
There was no one there.
He looked at me puzzled. “What was it like?”
“It was the way it was before ... Echoing ... Strangely muted.”
“You mean as if someone were trying to disguise the voice?”
“I don’t know. It laughed after it had said it. ‘Remember the seventh commandment.’ “
“What nonsense!”
“But it’s apt, isn’t it? The voice ... it knows.”
“My dear Claudine, I simply do no believe in disembodied voices.”
“I tell you I heard it ... distinctly. Just as I heard it before.”
“Then there is someone here.”
“But how could it be ... in that room?”