I felt very disturbed. All the peace I had known in London was gone; and something told me that I should never know it again.
I had to get away.
“I’m tired,” I said. “I’m going to say good night.”
David said: “I’ll come up soon.”
I went to my room. I hastily got into bed. It was not true that I was tired. I was, in fact, wide awake. I was trying to look into the future and I did so with some apprehension. There was that in Jonathan’s attitude and one or two of his rather ambiguous remarks which had unsettled me.
I wished he had not come home. That was not true. I was wildly excited because he had come home. And I was looking into the future with trepidation because he would certainly be involved in it. I was fearful and yet awaiting what was to come with an intensity of feeling which I had never known before.
When David came up I pretended to be asleep.
He kissed me gently, tenderly, so as not-he thought-to wake me.
I resisted the impulse to put my arms about his neck and return his kiss. But I could not do that. I felt that if I did I might betray the inner excitement which possessed me and which he might guess had been engendered by Jonathan.
Voices in a Haunted Room
The next morning my mother sent one of the grooms over to Grasslands to ask for the key of Enderby, as a prospective buyer, who was staying at Eversleigh, wished to look over it during the afternoon.
The groom came back with a message from the manager to the effect that Mrs. Trent and her grand-daughters had gone into the town and would not be back until later that morning. As he did not know where the key was he could not send it, but if we would be at Enderby at three that afternoon he would make sure that someone came to us with the key.
That was very satisfactory, said my mother.
Enderby was no more than ten minutes’ walk across country from Eversleigh, and Sophie said she would be quite happy to walk the distance; and she and Jeanne came along, with me to show them the way.
I said: “It is a big house and it will be dark soon after four, which leaves us about an hour to look round. But that will be enough for you to get an idea whether you want to think seriously about it. If you did, we could keep the key and you could browse there all through the next day. You might decide immediately that it is quite hopeless.”
“Everyone seems determined that we shall think that,” said Sophie. “But we shall make up our own minds, shan’t we, Jeanne?”
Jeanne said that that was what Mademoiselle usually did.
“Well, I shall not say a word-for or against,” I promised.
An early November afternoon was certainly not the best time to see Enderby. There was the faintest of mists in the air and little globules of moisture clung like crystal beads to the spiders’ webs festooned in large numbers on the overgrown bushes.
The house rose before us, grey, grim and ghostly, I thought. I glanced sideways at Sophie.
She was staring at it, but as her hood hid the side of her face from me, I could not tell whether she was experiencing pleasure or revulsion. Then Mrs. Trent emerged from among the bushes; she was smiling and holding the key.
“Oh there you are Miss er ... Oh it’s Mrs. now. Have to get used to that. No longer Mademoiselle de Tourville, but Mrs. Frenshaw.”
“That’s so. Thanks for bringing the key.”
Her grand-daughters came from round the side of the house.
“Good afternoon,” I said.
“Good afternoon, Mrs. Frenshaw,” said the girls.
Dorothy-Dolly-was looking at Sophie as though fascinated, and I saw that Sophie had noticed her too. There would be a fellow feeling because of their disfigurement, I guessed.
“This is the lady who is interested in the house, Mrs. Trent,” I said. “She does not speak much English. She is my mother’s half sister.”
“My word! Is she now! I’ll open the door for you. When these keys are not used often, they get hard to turn. Ah, there we are!”
The door was opened and we were in the hall. Sophie looked at Jeanne and gave a little gasp.
I stepped in with them. I had expected the Trents to go but they came in with us.
“My goodness,” said Mrs. Trent. “I’d forgotten how grand it was. Although I’ve got the key I never come in. That’s the gallery where the musicians play. We’ve heard a lot about that gallery, haven’t we?”
“Yes,” I said, and added rather pointedly: “Thank you, Mrs. Trent, it was good of you to bring the key.”
“Oh, that’s nothing. I like to have a look round myself. The girls know quite a lot about it, don’t you, girls? They’ve always been interested in this house.”
“It’s the sort of house you can be interested in,” said Evie.
I noticed again how pretty she was with her fair curling hair and dark-lashed blue eyes. She was a real beauty-or perhaps one thought so in contrast to her sister.
Poor little Dolly! Her sad face fitted the house.
“It’s more exciting than Grasslands,” went on Evie.
“Oh, is it, Miss? That’s a nice way to talk about your home. I’ll take Grasslands any day. At least we haven’t got ghosts springing out round every corner.”