"Have a care, Monk," cried Weaver. "By God. I'll have you flayed alive if you raise a hand to me. Is it not enough that you have lied to your Abbot, that you have desecrated his Abbey, that you have committed the mortal sin-must you threaten the King's man?”
He laughed. "She's a fruity wench, I grant you. So ready and willing. By God, you have only to take one look at her and you know it's here-and-now-and-no-waiting-please-sir.
That's your mother, my boy. Wouldn't I have liked to see them frolicking in the grass!
And that's how you were made. I don't doubt it was a shock for the holy monk and his little piece of anyman's-for-the-taking when they found you were on the way.”
He let out a string of words which I did not understand. I only knew that I wanted to stop my ears and get away. But I could not move for if I did I would show myself, and I was oddly enough more afraid of Bruno's knowing that I had witnessed his shame than of what Rolf Weaver could do to me.
Then it happened. Brother Ambrose had sprung at Rolf Weaver; he had him by the throat, and the two men were rolling on the ground. Bruno stood as though unable to move, just staring at them. I saw that Brother Ambrose was on top of Rolf Weaver and, his hands still about his throat, lifted him and banged his head several times on the earth.
I stared in horror. I could see the purple color of Rolf Weaver's face; I heard him gasping for his breath and then suddenly there was silence.
Brother Ambrose stood up; he took Bruno by the hand and slowly they walked toward the Abbey.
I cowered in the bushes for a second or so and then I ran, taking care not to pass too close to the man who lay inert on the grass.
At sundown the following day the body of Brother Ambrose hung on a gibbet at the Abbey's Gate. My father forbade my mother, Kate and me to go near it.
He was deeply distressed, for in addition to this awful tragedy the Abbot was dead.
He said to me: "We live in terrible times, my child.”
Our house was silent for when we spoke it was in whispers. We all seemed to be waiting for what calamity could befall our community next. My father did say that he was glad of one thing. His friend Sir Thomas More at least was spared the apparently endless tragedies which resulted from the King's desire to have his pleasure at no matter what cost. I was glad he said that only to me, and I cried out in horror that he should ever repeat to any other what he had said to me. He comforted me; he would take care, he promised-as much care as it was possible to take in this dangerous world.
The commissioners had broken the Seal and the Abbey was now the King's. Because of the abominations which were said to have occurred within its precincts there were to be no pensions for any of the members. The Abbot, who might have been honored with a bishopric if no scandals had been discovered, fortunately for himself had died while the King's men were in his Abbey. It was said he died of a broken heart; and I could believe it, and I guessed it must have been almost the crudest blow that could have been dealt him to learn that he had been deluded by one of his monks who had dared defile the holy crib with his bastard child; but the greatest blow was the loss of his Abbey.
All through those miserable days there was the sound of men's voices as the packhorses were loaded with treasures and led away. Thieves were responsible for the loss of some of the treasures. They came by night and tore the beautiful vestments for the sake of the gold and silver thread in them. If they were caught they were hanged at once; but they did not care about this. There was too much to be gained.
Many of the manuscripts, the work of Brother Valerian, were piled up before the Abbey and burned. The lead on the roofs was of great value and the man who had taken over Rolf Weaver's duties gave instructions for it to be removed.
The monks were turned adrift to find some means of making a livelihood in a world for which they were ill-fitted. Brother John and Brother James came to see my father and were immediately offered a home which they declined. "Were we to accept your offer," they explained, "we could place you in jeopardy and as lay brothers we are not so ill-equipped as some. We have been out in the world and have done business for the Abbey and know a wool merchant in London who might give us work.”
Seeing that they were adamant my father insisted that they take a well-filled purse and they went on their way.
Later that day I was in my father's study and we were talking of the terrible thing which had befallen St. Bruno's, when Simon Caseman joined us. My father was saying that he greatly wished that the Brothers had stayed when we saw two monks coming across the lawn. My father hurried down to meet them, followed by Simon Caseman and myself.