“You like Bobby, don’t you, Lucie?”
“Yes, I do. I have one fear though.”
“What’s that?” ?
“That he is too good for you.”
She laughed at me and then went on to talk of her plans. “We shall be married with the minimum of delay. I expect it will be in London. Celeste can arrange it. It could hardly be here. So many people don’t know mon pere has a daughter, whereas Celeste is my aunt. Bobby is coming back as soon as he can and then we’ll make the arrangements. One thing we are both determined on. It is going to be soon.”
After she had gone I lay in bed, feeling, I must admit, a little bitter. Here was Belinda with life flowing so smoothly for her; and I had lost not only my beloved father, but the man I had believed I was going to marry.
Poor sad Lucie... and lucky Belinda.
It was ironical that the next morning the blow should fall. It came with a letter from Celeste.
I did not want to speak to anyone. I took an opportunity of escaping. I went out and sat some little distance from the lake, watching the swans as they sailed majestically across the lake. I fancied Diable was keeping a watchful eye on me. They looked beautiful, so graceful, so much a part of the idyllic scene. Who would believe that the beautiful creature could suddenly be a symbol of hatred? Yet it was so.
But then who would have believed that a comparatively short time ago my life was happy and contented and I saw before me a continuation of that contentment, and that it had changed drastically.
I sat for a long time looking over the lake.
I did not mention Celeste’s letter. I could not bring myself to talk of Joel. Belinda continued in her euphoric state and naturally did not notice my sadness. I would sit listening to her talking incessantly about plans for the wedding, of the ancestral home which she had yet to see, of the honeymoon which would be of her choosing. Venice, she thought. A romantic city. Or perhaps Florence. Italy certainly. “Mon pere is very helpful,” she told me. “He has made discreet inquiries about Bobby’s standing and background... financial status and all that, and apparently everything is impeccable and suitable, even to his French mind.”
“How conveniently wonderful,” I murmured, but I was thinking all the time of Joel... leaving the others... and going off with James Hunter ... to death.