He was looking down at her where she had settled, half-crouched, leaning against him. For answer, she took his other hand in hers, placed his fingers on the belt of her dressing-gown. Still gazing into the fire, she drew his hand downwards. The velvet unfolded, like the petals of a flower. Looking down at her he watched the firelight flickering upon the roundness of her upturned breasts.
'You know how much I love you,' she whispered, pressing her hand against his to arrest it briefly. Farge could see the violet shadows further down, smell her delicious closeness. 'Stop there, darling,' she murmured. 'This is a wonderful moment for me.'
'I must know something, Lorna,' he said. 'Will you share your life with me? Does it mean marriage?'
She lifted a delicate gold cross which hung from a chain around her neck. She slowly nodded her head.
'I could be dead within the fortnight,' he told her brutally. 'I'm on special leave.' He felt his heart pumping as he raised his hand roughly to the other shoulder of her gown. 'We may never meet or see each other again,' he concluded. 'We're' — he could not resist the word — 'expendable.'
The lines of her face were severe in the flickering shadows. 'I'm superstitious,' she whispered.
'What d'you mean?' he asked brusquely. He could see her pink nipples brushing the inside of the soft velvet.
'If we give in now, you won't come back.' She searched his face. 'Then I'll never have you.' She.spoke softly, drawing his hand inside the velvet folds. 'But we can go some of the way, can't we?'
The encircling flames about the logs flickered and died; at eleven-thirty, Julian threw more wood on the fire.
'You'd better go now.' She was on her feet, the dressing-gown fastened to her neck. Her restless eyes were shining in the firelight. He pulled her to him, stroking her hair with his hands. She strained, once more, moulding herself to him. 'Take care, my submariner,' she whispered. 'Thank you for giving me time.'
He pushed her from him. At the door he turned:
'Phone me at Barrow when you've made up your mind,' he said. 'There's still time.' The tears welled into her eyes. 'We could still be together,' he finished quickly.
The door flung back with the wind. Before he drove off, he looked back to see her tiny figure in the doorway silhouetted against the firelight from inside the house.
Chapter 6
Captain Pascoe Trevellion was thankful for the breathing-space which the hitch in the programme had produced. He sat alongside Butch Hart, the three-star admiral in the USN who was Director (Operations); he was an imperturbable southerner, resigned to the complexities of this hydra-headed organization which Trevellion was only beginning to comprehend.
'The boss has gone outside to meet the Secretary,' Hart muttered, glancing at his watch.
Trevellion extracted the file from his briefcase, sifted the papers, then leaned back to watch the scene as he filled and lit his battered pipe.
It was still less than a week since Trevellion had quit the North Sea, since nursing his sinking
Trevellion had spent the rest of that long day at Northwood with Jake Rackham and his staff, working on Operation sow; and then he had been whisked off into the night. He was still having to dress the wound in his leg he'd suffered during the recent days of the battle.
Rear-Admiral Quarrie of the British Navy Staff, Washington had met Trevellion at the airport. After fixing Trevellion's accommodation, Quarrie had taken him straight to the Chairman of the Joint Command Staff, a four-star admiral on a par with the First Sea Lord. The us admiral seemed pleased at the speed with which the Brits were moving and introduced Trevellion to Vice-Admiral Butch Hart, USN. After lunch, Hart had taken Trevellion to the National Military Command Centre, heart of the American defence machine.
Today, at the crack of dawn, they had together flown to Norfolk to study the planning of Operation sow with SACLANT and his staff who, through CINCEASTLANT and COMSUBEASTLANT, would ultimately run the operation. They seemed confident, but their optimism was restrained. SACLANT, the splendidly unconventional American admiral who was subordinate only to Nato and the us Secretary of Defense, seemed enthusiastic about the whole thing. The meeting was brisk and immediately afterwards Hart and Trevellion were flown back to Washington.