The last will be first, thought Jacob. Why isn’t she content with what God has ordained? The poor are poor. The rich are there to give to the poor, and the poor to pray for the salvation of the rich, which in general was very necessary. That was the way of the world. What was wrong with it?
Nothing was wrong.
But, he followed his line of thought, if nothing is wrong, then nothing is right, either. Amazed at the logic of his conclusion, he jumped up. That explained the queasy feeling he got when the clergy started talking about each of us keeping to our proper stations.
Perhaps Maria would get nowhere. Perhaps she was being naive with her dreams. But her pride would still be there.
And what about his pride?
He sat down by the pump again, at odds with himself now. Was it Maria’s fault if his ambition ran no higher than eating as much as he could stuff into his slim frame, stealing whenever he had the opportunity, and deflowering the virgins of Cologne?
Was it her fault that he ran away when anything got serious or demanded commitment? What could someone like him offer her that she didn’t have more than enough of already? What could he do?
What had he ever tried to do?
He felt in the baggy hose the dyer girl had given him. There was something in the pocket, the only thing he had a surplus of because he kept making new ones to give away.
He pulled out one of his curved whistles.
His tongue snaked over his lips. The next moment the notes of a fast, cheerful tune were buzzing over New Market Square like a swarm of bees. He suddenly felt as if the trees had stopped their rustling just to listen to him, the moon was peeping through the clouds to watch him, and the tall grass was swaying in time to his music. There was one thing he could do! And he made his whistle trill like a skylark, cascades of joy tumbling down—
All at once he stopped.
In his mind’s eye he saw the scaffolding and the shadow. The night-dark creature with long, flowing hair. With the figure of a man and the agility and savagery of a beast.
It had murdered Gerhard Morart.
And then it had stared at him.
The Devil!
Jacob shook his head. No, it was a man. A particularly tall and swift man, but a man, for all that. And a murderer.
But why should someone kill Gerhard Morart?
He remembered the supposed witnesses. There were no witnesses. No one had been there apart from him to see Gerhard fall. Whoever said differently was lying. Only he, Jacob, knew the truth. He was the only one who had seen Gerhard’s murderer.
And the murderer had seen him.
He suddenly felt cold all over. He drew his knees up to his chest and stared across at the massive facade of the Church of the Apostles.
MARIA
Propped up on her elbows, she explored the furry landscape of Urquhart’s chest. Her fingers roamed through the hair, twisting it into little ringlets.
Maria giggled.
“Happy?” asked Urquhart.
“I was wondering how long it would take to deck you out all over like this.”
Urquhart grinned. “Your whole life wouldn’t be long enough.”
“I suppose not.” Maria raised her brows. Then she laughed, threw herself on him, and wrapped her arms around his neck. “Well, anyway, I’ve never come across a man with so much hair on his body before. You almost look like a”—she looked for a suitable comparison—“like a wolf.”
Her drew her head down and kissed her. “Wolves are loving,” he whispered.
Maria freed herself and jumped up off the bed. She could still feel his weight, his hot breath, could feel him on her and inside her. He had made love to her with a fierce savagery she had found exciting and strangely disturbing.
“Wolves are cruel,” she retorted.
She stroked the soft material of his cloak, which was draped over her table.