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Beware, my dear, we all are contagious.

You are not immune to this deadfall.

Everyone feeds his demons with soul.

2017

As Darkness falls

As darkness falls

Protect my heart

From wicked skies

That fall with blood,

From bitter tears

Flashing cheeks,

From restless whisper on my lips.

Beseech the skies

To be so pure,

The Moon could rise

And wounds would cure.

The sea could breathe,

The earth could talk,

Beseech the skies so dim with smoke.

Ignite my blood

With eerie sparks,

For me to rush

Into your dark, for to awake

From sleepless numb,

To make me fly, and make me crawl.

As darkness falls,

Fill jar of heart

With oozing skies

With murky blood.

Let tears burn

My cheeks to bones.

Be murderer as darkness falls.

2015

Gomorrah

You are the light.

I am the dark.

Let's crush the border.

Today you're mine

And make me spark.

You'll stab tomorrow.

I am the pain.

You are the knife.

I am Gomorrah.*

You promise life

And make me cry

With bliss and horror.

2015

* - Sodom and Gomorrah are two bible cities which, according to the Bible, were destroyed by the God for sins of their inhabitants. In the Russian variant, the name of the city Sodom is used.

The Knife

You fed me just with your knife.

Still I had not turned evil.

I just lusted you to my bed,

Looking at you in a shiver.

2017

*There is a Russian superstition that one should not

eat from a knife, as he or she could turn evil.

* Here the construction "feed with" is used in its` meaning of - to use a tool to feed someone with something eatable.

The Werewolf

The sunset has faded. You watch my salute.

Each sprout of libido is watered by sap of the lust.

Like a werewolf, hanker after sweet fruit,

You gnaw my bones, seduced with the moonlight.

Cannibalism. Devour your own reflection.

A poisonous sting of the wasp is so astute.

Honey of bright pain pierces your core like an injection,

Exuding to the throat with red, salty dew.

Your monstrous heart feels like a burden.

You try to pull out ill-fated magnet from your chest.

The tortured blood clot you turn into stone.

Silence feeds lungs. Ignorance is blessed.

But the dawn is wounded. The fog licks the grass.

Haze of white ashes milks crimson lands.

Black as a sloe, the sky embraces the landscape of rust

Unclothing the red sun like a nipple of breast.

Onset of the wind falls down the golden woods.

Its music is heard between organ-pipes of amber birches.

Let the old bog be healed like a green wound,

When the willow weeps like a loyal believer in church.

Innocent joy! It could have never been different.

Through the broken ribs one can see the hematoma of space.

I have passed the game, being an external student,

Being a gallery god in the theater of lathery plays.

2017

The Sabbat

I ask The Fall for cozy feast

Into my dark and shabby house,

To open pages and the wounds,

To dance, and burn sad truth in fires.

I`ll organize the Sabbat rite,

And let it be as sweet as honey.

Let melt the ice in twinkling eyes

And lipstick be so flat and winy!

I ask The Fall for saddest song.

I let Satyr to tear my hips.

I`m eager for the rain to fall,

The sky to dark, and you to pierce.

I ask The Fall for cozy feast

Let summer go to Neverland.

The bitter grass so spicy smells...

Dance me, collapsing what was planned.

2017

The Surf

Astringent taste of your exuding sweat,

I lick from your oh-so-skillful fingers.

No more I need to run, to wait, to hate,

Just make my petals beg for a bite of stinger.

Astringent taste of tea,of sea, of time -

Captivating essences of liquids.

I let you be my spiritual crime.

The freedom comes at least to the sequence.

Astringent blood does not evoke remorse.

No more I cry. No need in absurd sorrows.

Don't ask you to protect. Just close the door

For us to entertain my feast of horror.

2015

The Calvary

You stand still, so wet between the legs.

And your eyes are teary-salty.

The Sun blazes like a razor my chest.

And your gaze makes me feel thirsty.

My heart is beating so madly,

Choked with melted gold.

You watch your fate in my hands.

This vision makes you so hot.

And I wish I would be so mighty

To own you under my legs.

But you are a seed and you can

Root and bloom through my chest.

Your still waters boil the fiends

In the teapot, prepared for lunch.

Wine fills the poisonous cups.

With pearls into your womb I cum.

I teach you my DNA.

You raise the demons of mine.

Then you drive spikes to their hearts.

The trust you bury alive.

Your hair is coiling like snakes.

Pandora`s box of my reign

Is open.

So you are to blame.

You break the sand-glass into dust.

You weep with the tears of mint.

I want to put you in chains,

To carve your forehead with "SLAVE"...

I want you.

Stop and exhale.

The air is fresh. Radiation.

You`re loyal like a spaniel.