“This nugget was all that he had left and when his wife was cured he pressed it into Father’s hand and said, ‘She’s worth it.’ Father didn’t know what it was worth. If I hadn’t taken it from him he would have squandered it.”
“—you took it?”
“I
His look declared his self-acquittal. Some people, it seemed to say, cannot be trusted to appreciate the value of the things they own, cannot be trusted to safeguard their heritage. It was not so different, she supposed, than her own conservation of her father’s paintings from the debt collectors. And she was even further moved to understand that Edward was now willing to convert this talisman to rings to pledge their troth.
It had already slipped her mind that she had started to tell him something dear to her, about herself. When he had interrupted.
They had not known each other long enough for her to see a pattern, yet — everything they did together was still new, a singular event, so when they docked, and disembarked, into the bruit and push of the rough and tumble ferry slip and Edward strode ahead of her, leaving her to struggle through the crowd alone to catch him, she thought the pace he set was from their shared excitement, not his single-mindedness.
The docks, striving for a state of operability after the destruction of the fire, were a labyrinth of stacked raw timber and improvised sawmills, coils of rope as thick as trees and stoves of steaming tar. Mud was everywhere underfoot — mud mixed with ash and charcoal soot — the broad planks serving as pedestrian walkways slick with muck the color and consistency of wet tobacco. Her dress boots, soles worn thin from years of walking St. Paul’s cobbled streets, offered no protection from the viscous slime and she could feel damp starting in her heels and rising to her ankles. She slipped and fell against a barrel-chested man with an iron cudgel hammering an anchor chain, whose breath, when he turned to catch her, reeked of ale and onions. The air, less dense with fog than on the water, filtered light as if through muslin and was thick with unfamiliar smells, acrid, metal and marine, laced with the pungent spice of charring fagots that the Chinamen were burning to fry meat and nests of noodles in hammered bowl-shaped pans the size of carriage wheels.
This was not the city she expected.
Everything about it was rough and
As the city rose — and it rose in steppes, hill after hill — it became more tamed.
She followed him onto an esplanade, then up a paved incline into a street that began to prompt her memory of what a proper city had to offer. There were trolley tracks and sidewalks — a bakery, a tea shop, a stationer. The late summer sky was still a dismal gray but the rawness of the dockside blocks gave way to the patina of a better neighborhood as Edward finally came to a full stop and peered around a corner. This is it, he said.
“—it’s an
“It’s that building, there,” he said and pointed to a shop at the head of the dim cul-de-sac with a sign that read, PHOTOGRAPHIC PORTRAITS.
The alley, though short, was wide enough for two carriages and must have originally been built as a mews to stable carts and horses, because midway down the short block there were distinctive stable doors and the remnants of tackle designed for lifting bales of hay. The little street was paved with cobblestones and was not the bleak dead-end that she first thought — on one corner there was a ladies’ milliner next to a gentleman’s cane-and-umbrella shop. On the other corner, a goldsmith and jeweler.
They proceeded to the entrance, Clara conscious of the rising mudline on her skirt, as if it were a shore, and were surprised to find a neatly printed notice — CLOSED — hanging on the inside of the door. Edward rang the bell and a faint instruction inside informed them that the door was open, and they entered. “Is that you, Mr. Curtis?” the faint voice inquired.
A man emerged toward them — thin as a rail, lost in a brown suit of clothes several sizes too large, his head balancing on his emaciated neck, glowing yellow like a golden orb inside a gaslight globe.
“I am Rasmus Rothi,” he announced and extended a frail jaundiced hand but Clara took an immediate step backward, pressing Edward back as well, while covering her mouth and nose with her linen handkerchief.
“Do not worry, I am not contagious,” the jaundiced man informed them. “It’s my liver, as you see, but it’s specific to my person. And the reason I can no longer entertain the public trade myself.”