The Second Generation

“I took over as head of the conclave, and Dalamar was chosen to succeed Ladonna as head of the Order of Black Robes in return for his dangerous and valiant work during—”

“The incident.” Caramon growled. “Congratulations,” he said.

Dalamar’s lip curled in a sardonic smile. Justarius nodded, but it was obvious he was not to be distracted from the previous topic of discussion.

“I would be honored to meet your sons,” Justarius said coolly, “Palin in particular. I understand that the young man is desirous of becoming a mage someday.”

“He’s studying magic, if that’s what you mean,” Caramon said gruffly. “I don’t know how seriously he takes it, or if he plans to make it his livelihood, as you seem to imply. He and I have never discussed it—”

Dalamar snorted derisively at this, causing Justarius to lay his hand on the dark elf’s black-robed arm.

“Perhaps we have been mistaken in what we have heard of your son’s ambition, then?”

“Perhaps you have,” Caramon returned coolly. “Palin and I are close,” he added in a softer voice. “I’m certain he would have confided in me.”

“It is refreshing to see a man these days who is honest and open about his love for his sons, Caramon Majere,” began Justarius mildly.

“Bah!” Dalamar interrupted. “You might as well say it is refreshing to see a man with his eyes gouged out!” Snatching his arm from the old wizard’s grasp, he gestured at Caramon. “You were blind to your brother’s dark ambition for years, until it was almost too late. Now you turn sightless eyes to your own son—”

“My son is a good boy, as different from Raistlin as the silver moon is from the black! He has no such ambition! What would you know of him anyway, you... you outcast?” Caramon shouted, rising to his feet in anger. Though well over fifty, the big man had kept himself in relatively good condition through hard work and training his sons in the arts of battle. His hand went reflexively to his sword, forgetting as he did so, however, that in the Tower of High Sorcery he would be as helpless as a gully dwarf facing a dragon. “And speaking of dark ambition, you served your master well, didn’t you, Dalamar? Raistlin taught you a lot, perhaps more than we know—”

“And I bear the mark of his hand upon my flesh still!” Dalamar cried, rising to his feet in turn. Ripping his black robes open at the neck, he bared his breast. Five wounds, like the marks of five fingers, were visible on the dark elf’s smooth skin. A thin trickle of blood trailed down each, glistening in the cold light of the Chamber of Wizards. “For twenty-five years, I’ve lived with this pain....”

“And what of my pain?” Caramon asked in a low voice, feeling memory’s hand dig sharp nails into his soul. “Why have you brought me here? To cause my wounds to open and bleed as well as your own!”

“Gentlemen, please,” said Justarius softly. “Dalamar, control yourself. Caramon, please sit down. Remember, you two owe your lives to each other. This establishes a bond between you that should be respected.”

The old man’s voice penetrated the shouts that still echoed in t he vast chamber, its cool authority silencing Caramon and calming Dalamar.

Clasping his torn robes together with his hand, the dark elf resumed his seat next to Justarius.

Caramon, too, sat down, ashamed and chagrined. He had sworn that he would not let this happen, that these people would have no power to shake him.

And already he’d lost control. Trying to assume a relaxed expression, he leaned back in the chair. But his hand clenched the hilt of his sword.

“Forgive Dalamar,” Justarius said, his hand once again on the dark elf’s arm.

“He spoke in haste and anger. You are right, Caramon. Your son, Palin, is a good man—I think we must say man and not boy. He is, after all, twenty—”

“Just turned twenty,” Caramon muttered, eyeing Justarius warily.

The red-robed archmage waved it aside. “And he is, as you say, different from Raistlin. How not? He is his own person, after all, born to different parents, under different, happier circumstances than faced you and your twin. From all we hear, Palin is handsome, likeable, strong, and fit. He does not have the burden of ill health to bear, as did Raistlin. He is devoted to his family, especially his two elder brothers. They, in turn, are devoted to him. Is all this true?”

Caramon nodded, unable to speak past the sudden lump in his throat.

Looking at him, Justarius’s mild gaze suddenly became sharp and penetrating.

He shook his head. “But in some ways you are blind, Caramon. Oh, not as Dalamar said”— Caramon’s face went red with anger—“not the way you were blinded to your brother’s evil. This is the blindness that afflicts all parents, my friend. I know.” Justarius smiled and gave rueful shrug. “I have a daughter...”

Glancing at Dalamar out of the corner of his eye, the archmage sighed. The handsome elf’s lips twitched in a hint of a smile. He said nothing, however, simply sat staring into the shadows.