The Red Knight

They want me to believe. Because my disbelief threatens their belief, and they need solace.

The service rolled on as the sun flared its last, nearly horizontal beams throwing brilliant coloured light from the stained glass across the white linen shrouds of the dead.

Dies iræ! dies illa

Solvet sæclum in favilla:

Teste David cum Sibylla!

The coloured light grew – and every soldier gasped as the blaze of glory swept across the bodies.

Tuba, mirum spargens sonum

Per sepulchra regionum,

Coget omnes ante thronum.

It’s a trick of the light, you superstitious fools! He wanted to shout it aloud. And at the same time, he felt the awe just as they did – felt the increase in his pulse. They hold the service at this hour to take advantage of the sun and those windows, he thought. Although it would be very difficult to time the whole service to arrange it, he admitted to himself. And the sun cannot be at the right angle very often.

Even the priest had stumbled in the service.

Michael was weeping. He was scarcely alone. Sauce was weeping and so was Bad Tom. He was saying ‘Deo gratias’ over and over again through his tears, his rough voice a counterpoint to Sauce’s.

When it was all done, the knights of the company bore the corpses on litters made from spears, out of the chapel and back down the hill to bury them in the consecrated ground by the shrine at the bridge.

Ser Milus came and put his hand on the captain’s shoulder – a rare familiarity – and nodded. His eyes were red.

‘I know that cost you,’ he said. ‘Thanks.’

Jehannes grunted. Nodded. Wiped his eyes on the back of his heavy firze cote sleeve. Spat. Finally met his eye too. ‘Thanks,’ he said.

The captain just shook his head. ‘We still have to bury them,’ he said. ‘They remain dead.’

The procession left by the chapel’s main door, led by the priest, but the Abbess was the focal point, now in severe and expensive black with a glittering crucifix of black onyx and white gold. She nodded to him and he gave her a courtly bow in return. The perfection of the Abbess’s black habit with its eight-pointed cross contrasted with the brown-black of the priest’s voluminous cassock over his cadaver-thin body. And the captain could smell the tang of the man’s sweat as he passed. He was none too clean, and his smell was spectacular when compared with the women.

The nuns came out behind their Abbess. Virtually all of the cloister had come to the service, and there were more than sixty nuns, uniform in their slate grey habits with the eight pointed cross of their order. Behind them came the novices – another sixty women in paler grey, some of a more worldly cut, showing their figures, and others less.

They wore grey and it was twilight, but the captain had no difficulty picking out Amicia. He turned his head away in time to see an archer known as Low Sym make a gesture and give a whistle.

The captain suddenly felt his sense of the world restored. He smiled.

‘Take that man’s name,’ he said to Jehannes . . . ‘Ten lashes, disrespect.’

‘Aye, milord.’ Marshal Jehannes had his hand on the man’s collar before the captain had taken another breath. Low Sym – nineteen, and no woman’s friend – didn’t even thrash. He knew a fair cop when he felt one.

‘Which I was-’ he began, and saw the captain’s face. ‘Aye, Captain.’

But the captain’s eyes rested on Amicia. And his thoughts went elsewhere.

The night passed in relaxation, and to soldiers, relaxation meant wine.

Amy’s Hob was still abed, and Daud the Red was fletching new arrows for the company and admitted to being ‘poorly’, company slang for a hangover so bad it threatened combat effectiveness. Such a hangover would be punishable most days – the day after they buried seven men was not one of them.

The camp had its own portable tavern run by the Grand Sutler, a merchant who paid the company a hefty fee to ride along with his wagons and skim their profits when they had some to share. He, in turn, bought wine and ale from the fortress’ stores, and from the town at the foot of Lissen Carak – four streets of neat stone cottages and shop fronts nestled inside the lower walls and called ‘The Lower Town’. But the Lower Town was open to the company as well, and its tavern, hereabouts known as the Sunne in Splendour, was serving both in its great common room and out in the yard. The inn was doing a brisk business, selling a year’s worth of ale in a few hours. Craftsmen were locking up their children.