To divert his mind from Bethany, from the soft warmth of her, from her insistent attempt to engender that lust, he thought about the night Ben had died.
His mind drifted to thoughts about his mother locked away for the rest of her life in that awful place. She knew something about this, he was sure of it now.
Dread of what was going to happen to him when Bethany used a knife on him to make him regret his words also lurked in the back of his mind. He could imagine lying there with his arms and legs securely restrained as she started cutting him. He would be helpless. He knew that Bethany had no empathy for pain.
In light of such things, it wasn’t hard to ignore her insincere cooing.
“I think I’m actually going to enjoy this,” she whispered in his ear. “Make me enjoy it, Alex.”
It wasn’t at all hard to wish her dead.
In a distant flickering of lightning he saw her back abruptly arch. The movement caught his attention because there was something very odd, very unnatural, even alarming, about the swift, upward curving movement of her naked body and the sudden breath she sucked in.
He was about to hurl an insult at her in an effort to take her off track when another bolt of lightning crashed to ground not far away. As the harsh light coming in through the window fell across Bethany’s face, Alex saw her blue eyes go wide. Thunder shook the house.
Before the light died out he thought he caught the glint of a blade.
For an instant he wondered if she had finally had enough of his resistance, if she had become enraged enough that she had decided to slaughter him right then and there in his own bed and be done with it. Visions of her stabbing him as he lay restrained and helpless ran in a sudden panic through his mind. Even though there was nothing he could do to stop her, he reflexively tensed for the expected thrust of a knife slamming down into him.
Instead, Bethany’s chin lifted even farther as her neck curved back in line with her arched spine.
As the lightning flashed again Alex was stunned to catch just a glimpse of a fist holding Bethany’s hair, pulling her head back. The odd, unnatural arch of Bethany’s back and neck suddenly made sense. His immediate thought was that the man had come back in and had decided to take matters into his own hands.
A bloody blade swept around in front of Bethany’s throat. It sank in deep as it was pulled from ear to ear.
Gouts of blood from severed arteries pumped out through the horrific gash. The fist held Bethany’s head back. Her arms flailed weakly as her chest heaved, her breath bubbling out of the gaping wound with a scream unable to be delivered.
Lightning again flared and thunder rumbled. Founts of thick blood running from the yawning cut funneled down between Bethany’s breasts. Her hands flexed, clutching weakly at the air to her sides. Her mouth worked as she tried to gasp for a breath. Bloody froth from her severed windpipe sprayed everywhere.
Alex was paralyzed by the sight of this woman in her death throes. The killing was so grisly it didn’t seem real.
When light from the storm ignited in a long fit of flashes he could see Bethany blinking in confused desperation as she convulsed.
Her whole body went limp as her last breath of life gurgled from her failing lungs.
The fist holding her by the hair tossed her off the side of the bed. She hit the floor with a bony thud.
In another flash of lightning Alex saw Jax standing before him holding the blood-slicked knife.
She was gazing into his eyes as if there was nothing else in the room, nothing else in existence.
19.
YOU JUST WOULDN’T BELIEVE how long I’ve wanted to do that,” Jax said in a voice that sounded better than he remembered, and he remembered it as mesmerizing.
Alex wondered if she could have hunted Bethany from another world and followed her to his bedroom in order to catch her without all of her protection.
“She mentioned something about that.”
In a flicker of lightning he saw a hint of satisfaction curve her mouth.
Alex had wanted Bethany dead, and he grasped that she was involved in something that would result in harm to a great many people. She had promised the thug with her that he could cut Alex up, and then changed her mind and decided to do it herself just because he had insulted her. Still, he had never seen anything as gruesome as her death.
Jax must have read the look on his face because she addressed his unspoken thought. “Alex, it was quick. What she would have done to you with her knife would have lasted hours. In the storm no one would have heard you screaming and crying. She would have enjoyed your suffering.”
Alex swallowed and nodded. He was relieved that she had put it in perspective.
“Jax—” He glanced to the rain lashing at the window. He turned a puzzled frown on her. “How come you aren’t wet?”
“It wasn’t raining where I came from.”
He saw wisps of vapor, silhouetted by the flashes of light coming in the window, curling up from her arms and shoulders just as they vanished.