Jayfeather blinked. “You don’t think about it?” he echoed. Every time he saw Leafpool or Squirrelflight or Brambleclaw, Jayfeather felt the prick of betrayal. He’d believed he was pure ThunderClan, that his parents were Squirrelflight and Brambleclaw, until Hollyleaf had discovered that Leafpool was their mother and Crowfeather, a WindClan warrior, their father.
Firestar’s tail whisked over the fallen leaves. “You’re one of the Three. Your birth was meant to happen.” He padded closer. “Does it matter how you came to be born?”
“Yes!” Lit by rage, Jayfeather paced around Firestar. “I’m cursed by Leafpool’s mistake! Every cat thinks I’m unnatural because my birth broke two codes—the warrior code and the medicine-cat code! No wonder they’re so eager to think I’m a murderer. They certainly can’t think I’m blessed by StarClan.”
Firestar shifted his paws. “But we both know you
“No thanks to Leafpool!” Jayfeather clawed the ground. “Or Squirrelflight.”
“Leafpool kept your secret,” Firestar reminded him sternly. “She and Squirrelflight did the best they could for you and your littermates. It was Hollyleaf who told the truth. She believed she had to, and now what’s done is done. Squirrelflight and your mother are not responsible for the prejudices of the other Clans. And neither are you.”
“It’s not fair. Why couldn’t Leafpool have just followed the medicine-cat code?” Jayfeather pushed his way deeper into the trees. “It’s not exactly complicated!”
“And if she had?” Firestar called after him. “What then? If she’d never fallen in love with Crowfeather, where would you be? Think of the prophecy!”
Jayfeather raked the leaf mulch with his claws. “Why can’t I think about
As he spoke, he recognized the foul stench of Yellowfang’s breath. Her muzzle was less than a mouse-length from his nose.
“Leave me alone!” Jayfeather backed away but her stinking muzzle followed him.
“What do you mean, I’m not important?” Jayfeather spat back.
Yellowfang wreathed around him, her matted fur brushing roughly against his. “Do you think
“There’s more to being a medicine cat than herbs!” Jayfeather tried to push past her but she blocked his way.
“Like what?”
“Like sharing dreams with StarClan!”
Yellowfang’s tail swished the ferns. “What do you think you’re doing now, mouse-brain?”
Jayfeather growled. “Why are you bugging me?”
“You need to find the fourth warrior!”
“We don’t know it’s a warrior!” Jayfeather snapped. “We don’t know which Clan this cat is in. We don’t even know it is a cat!”
“Stop making excuses! You haven’t even told the others there
Jayfeather’s ears twitched guiltily. Memory swept his mind clear and suddenly he was back on a dark, windswept mountaintop. The Tribe of Endless Hunting surrounded him, their eyes glowing with hope. Stonetellers from ages past whispered the words that still echoed in his thoughts.
“You haven’t told them,” Yellowfang repeated.
“No.” Jayfeather sat down. “I’ve been waiting for the right time.”
“Really?” Yellowfang sounded unconvinced. “I think the truth is that you don’t want there to be a fourth cat. You can’t bear the thought that you need help.”
“That’s not true!” Jayfeather’s pelt burned.
“Then why keep the Tribe’s prophecy a secret when you know time is running out?”
Jayfeather closed his eyes, suddenly weary. “Aren’t our powers enough to save the Clans?”
Yellowfang’s pelt brushed his. “You’re facing the Dark Forest! You need all the help you can get! Find the fourth cat!”
“Okay!” Jayfeather snapped. “But where do I look?”
“If I knew, I’d tell you.” Yellowfang pushed away through the ferns.
“Wait!” Jayfeather dashed after her. A bramble tripped him and he stumbled. “I need you to do something for me.”
“Haven’t I done enough?” Yellowfang kept walking.