And I had to watch, dying a little inside, as Alan and Geraldine lost the will to live.
I’d never been knocked down that far, not ever. My brothers and I had been tough enough to beat Walter and his cronies, tough enough to take on the rest of our year and make sure they remembered us even if they won by sheer weight of numbers. We had always been able to rely on each other. Alan and Geraldine had no one. They were alone in the midst of a crowd, isolated from everyone else ... no one, I reflected sourly, wanted to be associated with them when it might mean getting targeted themselves. Alan had always been a quiet little thing, but he withdrew even further into himself; Geraldine, by contrast, had been a fun-loving girl when she’d entered the school. Now …
I probably should have reported it, when I caught Alan reading forbidden textbooks. He was no coward, whatever his other flaws, and he was no weakling either. In his hands, the rites and rituals could be really dangerous. And yet … I confiscated the books, gave him a lecture on the dangers of embracing the darkness, and sent him on his way. Boscha wouldn’t hesitate to expel him, if he knew about the books. He didn’t have to play politics with a boy of no real family …
But he was playing politics with Walter.
It took me a while to notice, but he was. Boscha had never shown any real interest in any of the students before, yet now … he was doing more than
I slipped after him, down to the tunnel, and discovered it wasn’t
It wasn’t easy to remain hidden in the tunnel as we reached the far end and clambered into Blackhall. The problem with being invisible is that no one knows you’re there—obviously—and they try to shut doors in your face, without ever knowing what they’re doing. Or worse. I suspected I’d be in some trouble if anyone ever figured out what I’d done. Getting into the hall was tricky—I had to cast multiple spells to conceal my presence and the signs of my presence—and it galled me to resort to such tricks. I was a senior tutor! I should be able to walk through the corridors without being invisible. But … students don’t normally do things they know they shouldn’t when they know a tutor is watching. Even Walter had more sense.