Branch felt suddenly overwhelmed. It struck him as obscene that these dead men and boys should be cheated of their only concealment. Because of the awful way they had died, these dead were destined to be hauled back into the light by one party or another – if not by the Serbs, then by Chambers and her pack of hounds, perhaps over and over again. In this gruesome condition they would be seen by their mothers
and wives and sons and daughters and the sight would haunt their loved ones forever.
'I'll go,' he heard himself say.
When the colonel saw it was Branch who had spoken, his face collapsed. 'Major?' he said. Et tu?
In that instant, the universe revealed depths Branch had failed to estimate or even dream. For the first time he realized that he was a favorite son and that the colonel had hoped in his heart to hand on the division to him someday. Too late, Branch comprehended the magnitude of his betrayal.
Branch wondered what had made him do it. Like the colonel, he was a soldier's soldier. He knew the meaning of duty, cared for his men, understood war as a trade rather than a calling, shirked no hardship, and was as brave as wisdom and rank allowed. He had measured his shadow under foreign suns, had buried friends, taken wounds, caused grief among his enemies.
For all that, Branch did not see himself as a champion. He didn't believe in champions. The age was too complicated.
And yet he found himself, Elias Branch, advocating the proposition. 'Someone's got to start it,' he stated with awful self-consciousness.
'It,' monotoned the colonel.
Not quite sure even what he meant after all, Branch did not try to define himself.
'Sir,' he said, 'yes, sir.'
'You find this so necessary?'
'It's just that we have come so far.'
'I like to believe that, too. What is it you hope to accomplish, though?'
'Maybe,' said Branch, 'maybe this time we can look into their eyes.'
'And then?'
Branch felt naked and foolish and alone. 'Make them answer.'
'But their answer will be false,' said the colonel. 'It always is. What then?' Branch was confused.
'Make them quit, sir.' He swallowed.
Unbidden, Ramada came to Branch's rescue. 'With permission, sir,' he said. 'I'll volunteer to go with the major, sir.'
'And me,' said McDaniels.
From around the room, three other crews volunteered also. Without asking, Branch had himself an entire expeditionary force of gunships. It was a terrible deed, a show of support very close to patricide. Branch bowed his head.
In the great sigh that followed, Branch felt himself released forever from the old man's heart. It was a lonely freedom and he did not want it, but now it was his.
'Go, then,' spoke the colonel.
0410
Branch led low, lights doused, blades cleaving the foul ceiling. The other two Apaches prowled his wings, lupine, ferocious.
He gave the bird its head of steam: 145 kph. Get this thing over with. By dawn, flapjacks with bacon for his gang of paladins, some rack time for himself, then start it all over. Keeping the peace. Staying alive.
Branch guided them through the darkness by instruments he hated. As far as he was concerned, night-vision technology was an act of faith that did not deserve him. But tonight, with the sky empty of all but his platoon, and because the strange peril – this cloud of nitrogen – was invisible to the human eye, Branch chose to rely on what his flight helmet's target-acquisition monocle and the optics pod were displaying.
The seat screen and their monocles were showing a virtual Bosnia transmitted from base. There a software program called PowerScene was translating all the current
images of their area from satellites, maps, a Boeing 707 Night Stalker at high altitude, and daytime photos. The result was a 3-D simulation of almost real time. Ahead lay the Drina as it had been just moments before.
On their virtual map, Branch and Ramada would not arrive at Zulu Four until after they had actually arrived there. It took some getting used to. The 3-D visuals were so good, you wanted to believe in them. But the maps were never true maps of where you were going. They were only true to where you'd been, like a memory of your future.
Zulu Four lay ten klicks southeast of Kalejsia in the direction of Srebrenica and other killing fields bordering the Drina River. Much of the worst destruction was clustered along this river on the border of Serbia.
From the backseat of the gunship, Ramada murmured, 'Glory,' as it came into view. Branch flicked his attention from PowerScene to their real-time night scan. Up ahead, he saw what Ramada meant.