Nude, she felt the warmth of the lamps on her flesh. From the corner of her eye, she saw the light from twenty eons ago turn her into gold.
As they moved into each other, she thought that here was one hunger at least that no longer had to go begging.
Chelsea's scream woke them.
It had become her habit to wash her hair at the edge of the sea early each morning.
'Another fish in the water,' Ali murmured to Ike. She had been dreaming of orange juice and birdsong – a mourning dove – and the smell of oak smoke on the hill-country air. Ike's arms fit around her just so. It was a shame to spoil the new day with a false alarm.
Then more shouts rose up to them in the tower. Ike lifted from the floor and leaned out the window, his back dented and pockmarked and striped with text and images and old violence.
'Something's happened,' he said, and grabbed his clothes and knife.
Ali followed him down the stairs, the last to reach the group gathered on the shore. They were shivering. It wasn't cold, but they had less fat on them these days. 'Here's Ike,' someone said, and the group parted.
A body was floating upon the sea. It lay there as quiet as the water.
'It's not hadal,' Spurrier was saying.
'He was a big guy,' said Ruiz. 'Could he be one of Walker's soldiers?'
'Walker?' said Twiggs. 'Here?'
'Maybe he fell off one of the rafts and drowned. And then floated here.'
He had glided in to shore like a ship with no crew, headfirst, faceup, bleached dead white by the sea. His limp arms wafted in the current. The eyes were gone.
'I thought it was driftwood and started out to get it,' Chelsea said. 'Then it got closer.'
Ike waded into the water and hunched over the body with his back to them. Ali thought she saw the glint of his knife. After a minute he returned to them, towing the body.
'It's one of Walker's, all right,' he said.
'A coincidence,' said Ruiz. 'He was bound to drift ashore somewhere.'
'Here, though, of all places? You'd think he would have sunk. Or rotted. Or been eaten.'
'He's been preserved,' Ike said.
Ali saw what the others seemed not to see, an incision in one of the man's thighs where Ike had probed.
'You mean something in the water?' said Pia.
'No,' Ike said. 'They did it some other way.'
'The hadals?' said Ruiz.
'Yes,' Ike said.
'The currents. Chance...'
'He was delivered to us.'
The group needed a long minute to absorb the fact.
'But why?' asked Troy.
'It must be a warning,' Twiggs said.
'They're telling us to go home?' Ruiz laughed.
'You don't understand,' Ike quietly told them. 'It's an offering.'
'They're making a sacrifice to us?'
'I guess if you want to put it that way,' Ike said. 'They could have eaten him
themselves.' They fell silent.
'They're giving us a dead man for food?' whimpered Pia. 'To eat?'
'The question is why,' Ike said, staring across the dark sea. Twiggs was affronted. 'They think we're cannibals?'
'They think we probably want to live.'
Ike did a horrible thing. He did not push the body back out to sea. Instead he waited.
'What are you waiting for?' Twiggs demanded. 'Get rid of it.' Ike didn't say anything. He just waited some more.
It was appalling, the temptation.
Finally Ruiz said, 'You've misjudged us, Ike.'
'Don't insult us,' Twiggs said.
Ike ignored him. He waited for the group. Another minute passed. They glared at him. Nobody wanted to say yes and nobody wanted to say no, and he wasn't going to say it for them. Even Ali did not reject the idea out of hand.
Ike was patient. The dead soldier bobbed slightly beside him. He was patient, too. They were all thinking similar thoughts, she was sure, wondering what it would taste like and how long it would last and who would do the deed. In the end, Ali took it one step further, and that was their answer. 'We could eat him,' she said. 'But when he was finished, what then?'
Ike sighed.
'Exactly,' said Pia after a few seconds.
Ruiz and Spurrier closed their eyes. Troy shook his head ever so slightly.
'Thank heavens,' said Twiggs.
They languished in the fortress, too weak to do much except shuffle outside to pee. They shifted about on their sleeping pads. It was not comfortable, lying around on your own bones.
So this is famine, thought Ali. A long wait for the ultimate poverty. She had always prided herself on her gift for transcending the moment. You gave up your worldly attachments, but always with the knowledge you could return to them. There was no such thing with starving. Deprivation was monotonous.