“Not the first,” he replied, looking the girls up and down again. “But I’ve seen plenty come and go. Been here since the war.” “Which war?” she asked.
“You know damn well
Holden tried to smile at him, but the atmosphere didn’t feel light enough.
“Would that have been with the blue, and some in gray?” Marty asked. “Brother, perhaps fighting against brother in that war?”
“You sassin’ me, boy?”
“You were rude to my friend,” Marty said, his voice level, gentle as ever.
The attendant grew still again for a second, and Holden thought,
“That whore?”
Curt took a quick step forward but Holden was already moving, aware of what was about to happen. He splayed his left hand on Curt’s chest and held it there until his friend looked at him. He was angry but, Holden was pleased to see, also a little freaked. That was good. That would prevent this weird shit from descending into something more.
“I think we’ve got enough gas,” Holden said coolly.
“Enough to get you there,” the attendant said, removing the nozzle. “Gettin’ back’s your own concern.” The girls came over behind the old guy and climbed back into the Rambler. Curt threw a twenty at the old man’s feet, aiming for and hitting the slick of tobacco juice. He glanced at Holden, then nodded at the Rambler. Time to go.
Holden couldn’t have agreed more.
Marty was the last one to climb back into the vehicle. The old man was still standing beside the fuel pump, apparently dismissing the money at his feet, still chewing, still staring at them with one good eye and one flushed with blood.
“Good luck with your business,” Marty said, climbing the steps. “I know the railroad’s comin’ through here any day now, gonna be big. Streets paved with… actual street.” And as he started swinging the door shut, Holden heard him mutter, “Fucker.”
Curt was already firing the engine, and even in a vehicle so large he managed to leave a wheel-spin in their wake.
But they drove away in silence, none of them catching another’s eye, and it was only as they turned a bend and started the long climb into the hills that the tension started to filter away.
THREE
Marty lit up a spliff, offering his pre-rolled joints around to everyone else. No one took him up on it, though he thought for a second Holden was going to. They smiled awkwardly at each other.
“Why was he looking at Jules like that?” Marty whispered. Across the small table from him, Dana and Holden heard the question but did not respond. Probably because they’d been thinking the same thing themselves, and there was no comfortable answer.
Bland rock played from the radio, Jules hummed in the front passenger seat, Curt cut in now and then with a few badly-sung lines from some song or another. Feigning normality.
“Don’t give up the day job, dude,” Marty said. “At least I’ll
There was silence for a few seconds, and then Marty responded, “I pity you, man.” And everyone laughed.
Dana and Holden were sitting close, and though they affected indifference, Marty could see that each time the swaying Rambler nudged them into each other it sent a thrill through them.