This was tradition, too; to hold each other afterward, then finally to lie apart and talk. It was as though they’d crossed a bridge to some kind of safety, recognized each other at last in a crowd of masked strangers.
Lilith’s hair lay like a rainfall over the pillow. Her expression was one of relief—like his own, he suspected. “So tell me what you’ve been doing in the last ten months,” she said, and the prosaic nature of her tone was a comfort.
He decided to go for the danger. “Oh, like you don’t know,” he said, raising an eyebrow. He sat up on one elbow so they could see each other’s faces clearly.
“How would I know, Bailey? All I have are your e-mail addresses. I don’t keep tabs on you.”
He made a sound in his throat that could have been disagreement, should anyone wish to take it that way.
Lilith sighed and said, “It would be against the rules.”
“Yeah, well, the rules are a little more binding on me than they are on you.”
She looked at him speculatively, a gaze heavy as a touch. “You say that the way women talk about birth control.”
He burst out laughing. She smiled. After a minute he said, “It’s a good analogy. So this is what it’s like to get the prudent end of the biological stick.”
“I don’t know how you spend your time, Bailey, you have my word. So tell me. What about that hotel address in Boise? You weren’t there long.”
“It was an easy case.” She was still looking at him. He hesitated, then lay down again, so he couldn’t see those eyes. “Parents in Coeur d’Alene, Idaho. Wanted me to find their kid.”
Her body made an exasperated movement. “You don’t
“Yeah, well, he was borderline—seventeen.”
“When parents are involved, it’s never borderline. You told me this.”
He pursed his lips, tilted his head slightly, and made half a shrug. She burst out laughing; rolling, affectionate laughter, and he turned to stare at her.
She said, “God, I’ve missed that.”
“What?”
“That thing you do, that gesture. That ‘So, I was a schmuck.’”
He felt his own lips curve. “‘He was armed, he was dangerous. He was an agent for the forces of good—’”
“He was a schmuck,” she said, agreeing. “Tell me about the kid.”
His smile disappeared. “I went through his room. Eight by ten, Ralph Lauren wallpaper—I think his mother picked it out. Desk with a spare kitchen chair. Bed by the window.”
Her hand began stroking his forehead, and he took a minute to get his thoughts together again. “I opened the Venetian blinds. You could lie on the bed, look out and see a hill, where a patch of woods started. People like to commit suicide in high places. I knew he was unhappy—”
“How did you know?”
“Christ, talk to his parents for ten minutes. So I hiked up to the hill and searched around in the woods. I found what was left of him.” He ran his hand along her arm, cool and reassuring. “Less than an hour and a half. I told you it was an easy case.”
“Yeah. And you told me you found ‘what was left of him.’ How long were the cops searching, before you showed up?”
“Three months.” He shook his head impatiently. “But that means nothing. They were doing all the cop things, like showing his picture and talking to his friends. They did that, so I didn’t have to.”
“Bailey.” She rolled over suddenly and was on top of him, brown and gold eyes a foot away. “One day you must accept the fact you’re some kind of perverse genius.”
Perverse genius? He was about to make a remark about mad scientists, when she brought down those smooth lips over his, and he lost interest in discussing word choices. When she lifted her head he was thinking: sweet and cool, sweet and cool, like… “Watermelon,” he said.
She sighed. “This is where the ‘perverse’ comes in.”
His lips felt as though they belonged to someone else, and he was starting to get that dizziness around the edges again. He looked into eyes of warm amber, skin of deadly snow. “I thought I was a schmuck,” he heard himself say, distantly.
He felt the laughter against his chest.
It
His very first case, when Jonathan was showing him the ropes… They were looking for an ex-mercenary, recently returned from a lucrative tour of South America; he must have known something was up, for he’d never shown at his New York apartment, leaving one tiny bank account at Chemical and no money trace at all.