He stood up from the stump and made his way to the water’s edge until he was only a few metres from Skade. She hovered in the mist, neither fully solid nor fully anchored to the ground. ‘I did what I had to do,’ he repeated. ‘It was all I ever did. It wasn’t ruthlessness, Skade. Ruthlessness implies that I felt no pain when I did it.’
‘And did you?’
Tt was the worst thing I have ever done. I removed her love from the universe.‘
‘I feel sorry for you, Clavain.’
‘How did you survive, Skade?’
She reached up and fingered the curious collar where armour joined flesh. ‘After you left with Felka, I detached my head and placed it inside a small warhead casing. My brain tissue was buffered by interglial medichines to withstand rapid deceleration. The warhead was ejected backwards from
Clavain almost stumbled on his words. ‘Then… you are whole again?’
‘Yes.’ She said it tartly, as if the subject was a matter for mild regret. ‘Yes. I am whole again now.’
‘Then why do you choose to manifest this way?’
‘As a reminder, Clavain, of what you made of me. I am still out there, you see. My ship survived the engagement. There was damage, yes — just as there was damage to your ship. But I haven’t given up. I want what you have stolen from us.’
He turned back to Felka, who was still watching patiently from her wooden stump. ‘Is this true? Is Skade still out there?’
‘We can’t know for sure,’ she said. ‘All we know is what this beta-level tells us. It could be lying, trying to destabilise us. But in that case Skade must have shown astonishing foresight to create it in the first place.’
‘And the surviving ships?’
‘That’s sort of why we woke you. They are out there. We have fixes on their flames even now.’ And then she told him that the three Conjoiner ships had streaked past at half the speed of light relative to
Neither side had been able to claim victory. One Conjoiner ship had been destroyed and damage wrought on the other two, but Clavain considered this almost as close to failure as having inflicted no damage at all. Two enemies were almost as dangerous as three.
And yet the outcome could have been so much worse.
‘But we’re not home and dry,’ Felka told him.
Clavain turned from Skade’s image. ‘We’re not?’
‘The two ships that survived? They’re turning around. Slowly but surely, they’re sweeping back around to chase us.’
Clavain let out a laugh. ‘But it’ll take them light-years to make the turn.’
#8216;It wouldn’t if they had inertia-suppression technology. But the machinery must have been damaged during the engagement. That doesn’t mean they can’t repair it again, however.’ She looked at Skade, but the image made no reaction. It was as if she had become a statue poised at the water’s edge, a slightly macabre decorative feature of the glade.
‘If they can, they will,’ Clavain said.
Felka agreed. ‘The Triumvirate ran simulations. Under certain assumptions, we can always outrun the pursuing ships — at least in our reference frame — for as long as you care to specify. We just have to keep crawling closer and closer to the speed of light. But that isn’t much of a solution in my book.’
‘It isn’t in mine either.’
‘Anyway, it doesn’t happen to be practical. We do need to stop to make repairs, and sooner rather than later.