To keep it in, she raced to the corner, bought a paper, took it to the coffee shop and turned to the classifieds. The first order of business was to find a job, and so she looked for one among the long columns. As she searched, the paucity of her skills, how little she had to offer, grew ever more distressingly apparent. Finally, one job caught her eye. Receptionist. No experience necessary. She could answer a phone, she thought. She could take a message. She knew that thousands of others could do the same, but she hoped that somehow she’d come through the door at just the right moment, and this hope suggested to her just how depleted she was. Her only resource was now little more than a baseless grab for luck.
DELLA
She’d seen the man several times before, been introduced, shaken his hand, but even now his dark eyes seemed so lethal she could easily imagine a deadly acid spewing from them, turning human beings into mounds of glistening flesh.
“Good morning, Mr. Labriola,” she said quietly.
A smile labored to form on Labriola’s mouth, then gave up and curled into a frown. “Mind if I come in?”
Della stepped back and watched as he came into the foyer. He was not a large man, but there was something about him that seemed both huge and dangerous, like a boulder rolling toward you, grim and unstoppable. You either got out of its way, or it crushed you like a bug.
“You seen Tony?” His close-cropped white hair glimmered in the light. “He been over here?”
“No,” Della said.
“Too embarrassed,” Labriola said. “Okay, well, to make a long story short, that wife of his, she dumped him.”
“Oh,” Della said weakly.
“You ain’t heard about it?”
She felt like a deer caught in the crosshairs of a telescopic sight. “Well, I . . .”
Labriola’s bushy gray eyebrows arched menacingly. “You talked to her?”
So this is the moment, Della thought, this is the moment when the ground suddenly shifts and you find yourself teetering on the edge of a cliff. Her lips parted, but nothing came out, and in that instant of hesitation she saw Labriola’s face turn grim and stony.
“You don’t want to keep nothing to yourself,” he said. “ ’Cause I’m gonna find her, no matter what it takes.”
She heard Nicky cry, and the sound of his needful voice was like a spur gouging at her side. “She called me,” she said, her voice little above a whisper. “The day she . . . left.”
“Where was she when she called?” Labriola asked.
Nicky was crying loudly now, an insanely demanding scream. “I have to—”
Labriola grabbed her arm and squeezed. “Where was she?”
“I don’t know,” Della answered. “She wouldn’t tell me.”
“What time did she call?”
“I don’t know for sure. Late.”
“And she was already where she was headed?”
“I guess she was. It was tough to hear her.”
“Why?”
Della suddenly realized that she’d given out just that little morsel of information Sara had feared she might. “I don’t know.”
“You said it was hard to hear her.”
“Yeah,” Della said hesitantly.
“Traffic?”
“Maybe that was it,” Della said softly.
“She in the city?”
“I don’t know.” Nicky’s cries were like a screeching bird in her brain. “I need to change my son’s—”
Labriola’s grip tightened. “The kid can sit in it.”
He brought his face very close to hers. “She in the city?” he repeated.
“She didn’t say.”
“She got a man? She fucking around on Tony?”
Della shook her head. “I don’t think so.”
Labriola eyed her for a moment. “Okay,” he said finally. He released his grip. “If she calls again, you gonna call me, right?”
Della nodded meekly and massaged her arm. “Okay.”
“You’re clear on that, right?”
“Yes,” Della answered faintly. “Yes, I am.”
“Good,” Labriola said. He grabbed a pen from his shirt pocket, then took her wrist in his iron grip and scrawled a number across her white flesh, the point of the pen jabbing with a hair more than the necessary force, so that she knew the little bite of pain she felt was the old man’s way of making a final point. “And Tony, he ain’t to know nothing about me coming here, talking to you, nothing like that.”
“Okay,” Della whispered. She cautiously drew her wrist from Labriola’s grasp. “I won’t tell anybody.” She felt crushed beneath him somehow, wriggling, Nicky screaming for her, confused that she’d not yet come to him. And yet she knew that she could not rush things with this man, could not show anything but her fear. “I won’t,” she repeated.
“If you do—” he began, then stopped, leaving her to conjure the consequences of crossing him.
“I won’t tell anybody,” Della said again. “Mike. Tony. I won’t tell anybody.”
Labriola stared at her silently, a smoky, hellish darkness in his eyes, so that she knew absolutely that there was nothing to stay his hand, nothing within him or without that could prevent him from committing whatever savageries he imagined.
“So, we’re clear, am I right?” he asked.
“Yes,” Della told him. “We’re clear.”