herself, pressing closer, needing every inch of her skin against Wes.
Wes. Everywhere, always, Wes. Her orgasm unfurled, escaping the
• 276 •
tethers of her control, and she kissed Wes hard. “I want to wake up with
you.” Her hips bucked and she buried her face in Wes’s neck. “You…
just you. Wes—oh God, I’m coming.”
Wes kissed her eyelids, her mouth, her throat. “You’re so beautiful.
I could wake up like this forever.”
“Stay, then,” Evyn whispered, shattered with happiness.
Wes grew still. “Evyn, I didn’t mean—”
“I did.” Evyn drew away until she could look into Wes’s eyes. She
wanted Wes to see what was in her heart. Trust. Certainty. Joy. “I love
you. I want to sleep with you and wake up with you as many nights and
as many mornings as we have.”
“I thought I knew what mattered before I met you,” Wes whispered.
“I thought my life was defined by what I accomplished, by what I
contributed. Those things still matter, but what matters in my heart and
my soul is you.”
Evyn found Wes’s hand and brought it to her heart. “I never let
myself need anyone. I was afraid if I did, all the fears and uncertainties
I kept locked away would escape. I couldn’t afford to be anything less
than tough and sure. But I need you, and I don’t feel afraid. I’m stronger
now, deep inside. I love you.”
“Then I’ll stay.” Wes kissed her. “For all the nights and days to
come.”
• 277 •
About the Author
Radclyffe has written over forty romance and romantic intrigue novels,
dozens of short stories, and, writing as L.L. Raand, has authored a
paranormal romance series, The Midnight Hunters.
She is an eight-time Lambda Literary Award finalist in romance,
mystery and erotica—winning in both romance (
Stacia Seaman and
Karin Kallmaker). A member of the Saints and Sinners Literary Hall of
Fame, she is also a 2010 RWA / FF&P Prism award winner for
the Year award finalist. She is also the president of Bold Strokes Books,
one of the world’s largest independent LGBT publishing companies.
Books Available From Bold Strokes Books
oath of Honor by Radclyffe. A First Responders novel. First do no
harm…First Physician of the United States Wes Masters discovers that
being the president’s doctor demands more than brains and personal
sacrifice—especially when politics is the order of the day. (978-1-
60282-671-7)
A Question of Ghosts by Cate Culpepper. Becca Healy hopes Dr.
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The Night off by Meghan O’Brien. When Emily Parker pays for a
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Sara by Greg Herren. A mysterious and beautiful new student at
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Fontana by Joshua Martino. Fame, obsession, and vengeance collide
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Lemon Reef by Robin Silverman. What would you risk for the memory
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The Marrying Kind by Ken O’Neill. Just when successful wedding
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Missing by P.J. Trebelhorn. FBI agent Olivia Andrews knows exactly
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Touch Me Gently by D. Jackson Leigh. Secrets have always meant