Still, I couldn't take my eyes off his face, the sort of face I'd never have now. But more than appearance separated us, for this man — this Daron Bessarian — was dead, and … I was still trying to make sense of it … I likely would never be.
"Jake?"
I looked up from my reverie. Karen was approaching in a series of very small steps; Julie had taken Karen's artificial arm for support, seemingly now at ease with being in contact with it.
"Jake," repeated Karen, as she drew nearer, "forgive me for not introducing you earlier. This is Julie, Daron's wife" — a small kindness, that, not to say "second wife."
"I'm terribly sorry for your loss," I said.
"He was a good man," said Julie.
"I'm sure he was."
Julie was silent for a moment, then: "Karen has told me about what's been done to the two of you." She gestured with a thin, gnarled hand at my body. "I'd heard a little about such things, of course — I still watch the news, although it mostly depresses me. But, well, I never thought I'd ever meet anyone who had enough money to…"
She trailed off, and I had nothing to say in response, so I just waited for her to go on, which, at last, she did.
"Sorry," Julie said. She looked over at the coffin, then back at me. "I wouldn't want what you've got, anyway — not without my Daron." She touched my synthetic forearm with her flesh one. "But I do envy you. Daron and I only had fifty years together. But the two of you! To have so much time still to come!" Her eyes grew moist again, and she looked back at her dead husband. "Oh, how I envy you…"
I'd heard someone quip shortly after I arrived on the moon that one advantage of lunar life was that there were no lawyers here. But, of course, that's not entirely true: my newfound friend Malcolm Draper was a lawyer, even if he was now, by his own testimony, a retired one. Still, he was the obvious person to seek out for advice about my predicament. I called him on the internal High Eden phone system — the only one we residents had access to. "Hey, Malcolm," I said, when his distinguished face appeared on the screen. "I need to talk to you. Got a minute?"
He raised his grizzled eyebrows. "What's up?"
"Can we meet somewhere?" I said.
"Sure," said Malcolm. "How about the greenhouse?"
"Perfect."
The greenhouse was a room fifty meters on a side and ten meters tall, full of tropical plants and trees. It was the only place in High Eden where the air was humid. The huge assortment of flowers seemed colorful even to me; I couldn't imagine the riot of hues and shades Malcolm must be seeing. Of course, the plants weren't just here to make residents feel less homesick; they were also an integral part of the air-recycling system.
From my occasional visits to greenhouses in Toronto — Allan Gardens was my favorite — I was used to moving along slowly, quietly, almost like when visiting a museum, going from placard to placard. But walking on the moon was different. I'd seen historical footage of
"So what's up?" asked Malcolm. "Why the long face?"
"They've found a cure for my condition," I said, looking at a cluster of vines.
"Really? That's wonderful!"
"It is, but…"
"But what? You should be jumping up and down." He smiled. "Well, all right, you do have quite a spring in your step, but you don't sound very happy."
"Oh, I'm happy about the cure. You don't know what it's been like, all these years.
But, well, I spoke to Brian Hades."
"Yes?" said Malcolm. "And what did the pony-tailed one have to say?"
"He won't let me go home, even after I'm cured."
We bounced along for several paces. Malcolm's arms flew out from time to time to steady himself, but his face was drawn, and he was clearly carefully considering what to say next. Finally, he spoke: "You
"Christ, you too? The conditions under which I agreed to come here have changed. I know contract law isn't your specialty, but there must be something I can do."
"Like what? Like go back to Earth? You're
"But I'm the original. I'm more important."
Malcolm shook his head. "
I looked at him, as he batted some overhanging foliage out of his way. "What?"
"Ever see it? It's the sequel to
I didn't hide my irritation. "What are you talking about?"
"Just that there are two Jakes now, see? And maybe you're right: maybe the original i
"Can't you help me — you know, in your professional capacity?"