Love On Call

Mari stared straight ahead. A crowd of hospital personnel and security guards formed a corridor from the double doors of the emergency room toward the treatment area, ready to escort the victims.

No. Glenn was not a victim, she was everything that a victim wasn’t—a warrior, a leader, a healer. Mari ran outside past the blur of faces, barely slowing enough to clear the half-opened glass doors as they slid back, into the bright glare of the floodlights illuminating the emergency zone in the lot outside receiving. The area was empty save for an emergency van and two parked police cars. The sky was ridiculously clear, moonlit and star-studded. Mockingly beautiful. She scanned the hillside below and the winding road down to the village she’d walked that first night with Glenn.

Antonelli followed her out, stood silent vigil with her.

“Where are they?” Mari asked.

“Two minutes out,” Abby said, coming up behind them. As she spoke, a faint siren wail grew louder, as if summoned. “Mari, take triage, Antonelli, take the trauma bay—”

“Mari can’t triage,” Antonelli said. “I’ll do it.”

“What? Why not?”

“Because they’re…” Antonelli stared helplessly from Mari to Abby.

Abby peered at Mari. “Oh God. All right—yes, Mari, back inside. Let us take care of this.”

“I’m all right.”

“Of course you’re not. As soon as I know what the situation is, I’ll brief you. Until then, you’re backup, non-patient care. I mean it.” Abby blew out a breath, squinted into the dark in the direction of the sirens. “If there was time, I’d get Carrie in here to wait with you…”

“Don’t send me away.” Mari drew in a long breath. “I want to see her. I won’t get in the way. I’ll wait, just please—”

Abby squeezed her shoulder. “The minute she’s stable, I promise.”

Mari turned to go inside, spun back to meet Abby’s gaze. Abby knew, they all knew, what might lie ahead. “I don’t want her to be alone if…”

“We are not going to let that happen. And Glenn will never quit. You know that, if you love her.”

“Yes.” Mari grasped onto Abby’s fierce strength, needing to believe.

“Good. Now I need you inside. Make sure the staff is ready and we’ve got the support teams standing by. Can you do that?”

Mari nodded, stony calm sweeping over her, blunting panic and doubt. The battle had begun. “Yes. Trauma admitting and room two?”

“That sounds good. We don’t know the status of either one.”

A nurse came out to join them. “EMT radioed—they’re coding one of them en route.”

“That one goes to trauma admitting.” Abby pointed at Mari as the night filled with the wail of warring sirens and explosions of red flickering lights cutting through the trees just below them. “Go.”

Mari hesitated, every instinct driving her to stay. Glenn was hurt, alone, and she didn’t know…if you love her. Only her training convinced her she’d be in the way for the first few critical moments. She trusted Abby and the others she’d come to think of as family, and turned on wooden legs to hurry back inside.

Bruce met her halfway down the hall. “Is it true? Is it Glenn?”

“I think so.”

“Flann just called, she and Harper are on their way. Five minutes max.”

“Thank God,” Mari murmured. “Are you ready? You have respiratory here, X-ray?”

“Setting up now.”

“What about the blood bank and the OR?”

“Just about to call.”

“I’ll take the OR, you notify the blood bank.”

Bruce jogged away and Mari saw in her mind’s eye what she knew was happening outside. The emergency vans careening to a stop, doors already swinging open, paramedics jumping out and dragging the gurneys free—the injured strapped down, helpless, panicked, and in pain. All she wanted was to be by Glenn’s side, fighting whatever battle needed to be fought, denying death this one critical time. She shivered, forced the image away, willed herself to think. Do. Do what needed to be done. She punched in the extension to the OR, told them to get anesthesia and OR techs on standby.

She hung up the phone, and the cacophony of voices filled the hallway, shouting over one another in a chaotic chorus she’d heard hundreds of times. As her training kicked in, each note in the madness rang out crystal clear. A male medic shouting out vital signs, Abby calling for blood, Antonelli yelling for a trach tray.

Steeling herself, Mari whirled, focused on the first stretcher rocketing toward her, the patient with a cervical collar obscuring their lower face and blood covering the upper portion. Short sandy hair, and a medic astride the stretcher, rhythmically compressing the chest. Full arrest.

Mari’s stomach twisted. Please, please, not her.

As the team hurtled by, she saw the glint of a gold ring on the left hand. Not Glenn. Not Glenn.

“Trauma one,” Abby shouted and was gone.

Right behind them, Antonelli guided another stretcher pushed by a female EMT reading out blood pressure, pulse rate, pulse ox from the mountain of monitors piled beside the patient.

The patient.