“We’re going to share it, you and me.” Claire pointed to the omelet half on her own plate. “You see?”
“I hate it. I want it like Daddy makes it.”
Claire sat down in the chair next to Annie’s, stroked her incredibly soft cheek. Annie turned her head away sharply. “Babe, we don’t have any more eggs left, so I can’t make you scrambled eggs like Daddy does.”
“I want Daddy to make it.”
“Oh, sweetie, I told you, Daddy had to go away on business for a while.”
Annie’s face sagged. “What’s ‘a while’?”
“A couple of days, babe. Maybe longer. But it’s very, very important business, and Daddy wouldn’t leave you unless it was
“But why did he run away from me?”
So that was it. “He didn’t run away from
“Who?”
A good question. “I don’t know.”
“Why?”
“Why what? Why did he have to get away?”
Annie nodded, watching intently, hanging on her words.
“I don’t know yet.”
“Is he coming back?”
“Of course he is. In just a couple of days.”
“I want him to come back today.”
“So do I, baby. So do I. But he can’t, because he has some very important business meetings.”
Annie’s face was blank. For a moment it appeared as if the storm had passed, as if her concerns had been allayed.
But suddenly Annie thrust out both hands and shoved her plate off the table, onto the tiled floor. The plate shattered with a loud crash, sending shards everywhere. The yellow half-moon of omelet quivered on the floor, festooned with jagged slashes of crockery.
Annie stared back with defiance and triumph.
Claire sank slowly to the floor, burying her face in her hands. She could not move. She could no longer cope.
Her eyes pooling with tears, Claire looked up at her daughter. Annie stared in shocked silence.
In a small voice, Annie said, “Mommy?”
“It’s all right, baby.”
“Mommy, I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. It’s not that, baby—”
The front door opened. A jingling of keys, then a cough announced Rosa’s arrival.
“Is that Daddy?”
“It’s Rosa. I told you, your daddy’s going to be away for a while.”
“Mrs. Chapman!” exclaimed Rosa, rushing over to Claire and helping her slowly to her feet. “Are you a’right?”
“I’m okay, Rosa, thanks. I’m fine.”
Rosa gave a quick, worried glance at Claire, then kissed Annie on the cheek, which she sat still for.
Claire brushed back her hair, nervously adjusted her blouse. Knew she was a mess. “Rosa,” she said, “I’ve got to be at work. Can you make her breakfast and walk her to school?”
“Of course, Mrs. Chapman. You want French toast,
“Yes,” Annie said sullenly. She slid her eyes furtively toward her mother, then back to Rosa.
“We’re out of eggs, Rosa. I just used the last this morning. On that.” Claire gestured vaguely toward the mess on the floor.
“Then I want toaster waffles,” Annie said.
Rosa knelt on the floor, gingerly picking up shards of china and putting them into a paper Bread & Circus grocery bag. “Okay,” Rosa said. “We have waffles.”
“Give me a kiss, baby,” Claire said, leaning over to kiss Annie.
Annie sat still, then kissed her mother back.
On the way out of the house, Claire picked up the kitchen phone and listened for the broken dial tone that might indicate a new voice-mail message.
There was none.
6
“It’s bad,” moaned Connie Gamache, her longtime secretary. “The phone hasn’t stopped ringing in two days. The voice-mail thingo is full, can’t take any more messages. People are getting
“Morning, Connie,” Claire said, turning to look. The waiting area, two hard couches and a couple of side chairs, normally empty, or maybe occupied by a lone student or two, bustled with reporters. Two of them she recognized: the
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“I’ve got a faculty meeting in half an hour or so,” Claire said, unlocking her office door — CLAIRE M. HELLER engraved on a brass plaque, her professional name — and removing her coat at the same time.
Connie followed her into her office, switched on the overhead light. She was broad-shouldered, large-bottomed, white-haired; decades ago, she’d been beautiful. She looked much older than her fifty years. “You’ve got a lot of reporters who want interviews,” she warned. “Want me to send them all away, or what?”
Claire began unpacking her briefcase into neat piles on the long cherrywood desk. She exhaled a long sigh of frustration. “Ask what’s-her-name from Channel Four — Novak, Nowicki, whatever it is — how long she needs. Ask the