“A no-chamber,” the Rabbi muttered. “In here, we hide from . . .” His gaze searched upward at a dark ceiling. “Better left unspoken even here.”
“We hide from the unspeakable,” Rebecca said.
“The door cannot even be left open at Passover,” he said. “How will the Stranger enter?”
“Some strangers we do not want,” she said.
“Rebecca.” He bowed his head. “You are more than a trial and a problem. This little cell of Secret Israel shares your exile because we understand that—”
“Stop saying that! You understand nothing of what has happened to me. My problem?” She leaned close to him. “It is to remain human while in contact with all of those past lives.”
The Rabbi recoiled.
“So you are no longer one of us? Are you a Bene Gesserit then?”
“You will know when I’m Bene Gesserit. You will see me looking at myself as I look at myself.”
His brows drew down in a scowl. “What are you saying?”
“What does a mirror look at, Rabbi?”
“Hmmmmph! Riddles now.” But a faint smile twitched at his mouth. A look of determination returned to his eyes. He stared around him at the room. There were eight of them here—more than this space should hold.
It had been late in the day when they crept into this hole. Darkness up there now for sure. And where were the rest of his people? Fled to whatever sanctuary they could find, drawing on old debts and honorable commitments for past services. Some would survive. Perhaps they would survive better than this remnant in here.
The entrance to the no-chamber lay concealed beneath an ash pit with a free-standing chimney beside it. The reinforcing metal of the chimney contained threads of ridulian crystal to relay exterior scenes into this place. Ashes! The room still smelled of burned things and it already had begun to take on a sewer stink from the small recycling chamber. What a euphemism for a toilet!
Someone came up behind the Rabbi. “The searchers are leaving. Lucky we were warned in time.”
It was Joshua, the one who had built this chamber. He was a short, slender man with a sharply triangular face narrowing to a thin chin. Dark hair swept over his broad forehead. He had widely spaced brown eyes that looked out at his world with a brooding inwardness the Rabbi did not trust.
“So they are leaving,” the Rabbi said. “They will be back. You will not think us lucky then.”
“They will not guess we hid so near the farm,” Rebecca said. “The searchers were mostly looting.”
“Listen to the Bene Gesserit,” the Rabbi said.
“Rabbi.” What a chiding sound in Joshua’s voice! “Have I not heard you say many times that the blessed ones are they who hide the flaws of others even from themselves?”
“Everybody’s a teacher now!” the Rabbi said. “But who can tell us what will happen next?”
He had to admit the truth of Joshua’s words, though.
This thought restored him.
“Who is in charge of the food?” he asked. “We must ration ourselves from the start.”
Rebecca heaved a sigh of relief. The Rabbi was at his worst in the wide oscillations—too emotional or too intellectual. He had himself in hand once more. He would become intellectual next. That would have to be dampened, too. Bene Gesserit awareness gave her a new view of the people around her.
It was a thought peculiar to the Sisterhood. The drawbacks of anyone placing considerable reliance on intellectual achievements were large. She could not deny all of that evidence from the Lampadas horde. Speaker paraded it for her whenever she wavered.