“Then what can we do?”
“We will see. My people are not entirely helpless, you understand?”
She recognized sincerity and concern for her. He spoke quietly of resisting the sexual blandishments of Honored Matres, “doing it unobtrusively so as not to arouse them.”
“I will go whisper in a few ears,” he said.
She felt oddly restored by this. There often was something coldly remote and cruel about falling into the hands of the medical professions. She reassured herself with the knowledge that Suks were conditioned to be alert to your needs, compassionate and supportive.
She bent her efforts to restoring calm, focusing on the personal mantra she had gained in
That helped but still she felt a trembling. The Rabbi had been gone too long. Something was wrong.
Despite a growing sense of doom, Lucilla forced herself to practice Bene Gesserit naivete as she reviewed her encounter with the Rabbi. Her Proctors had called this “the innocence that goes naturally with inexperience, a condition often confused with ignorance.” Into this naivete all things flowed. It was close to Mentat performance. Information entered without prejudgment. “You are a mirror upon which the universe is reflected. That reflection is all you experience. Images bounce from your senses. Hypotheses arise. Important even when wrong. Here is the exceptional case where more than one wrong can produce dependable decisions.”
“We are your willing servants,” the Rabbi had said.
That was guaranteed to alert a Reverend Mother.
The explanations of Odrade’s crystal felt suddenly inadequate.
Lucilla warned herself that the manifestations were always the same. Look at this Rabbi’s extensive farm! Retirement retreat for a Suk? She had seen something of what lay behind the establishment: servants, richer quarters. And there must be more. No matter the system it was always the same: the best foods, beautiful lovers, unrestricted travel, magnificent holiday accommodations.
She knew her mind was jittering but felt powerless to prevent it.
He had fawned upon her.
Was he seeing how much he could get for the Reverend Mother Lucilla?
A door slammed below her, shaking the floor under her feet. She heard hurried footsteps on a stairway. How primitive these people were. Stairways! Lucilla turned as the door opened. The Rabbi entered bringing a rich smell of melange. He stood by the door assessing her mood.
“Forgive my tardiness, dear lady. I was summoned for questioning by Edric, the Guild Navigator.”
That explained the smell of spice. Navigators were forever bathed in the orange gas of melange, their features often fogged by the vapors. Lucilla could visualize the Navigator’s tiny v of a mouth and the ugly flap of nose. Mouth and nose appeared small on a Navigator’s gigantic face with its pulsing temples. She knew how threatened the Rabbi must have felt listening to the singsong ululations of the Navigator’s voice with its simultaneous mechtranslation into impersonal Galach.
“What did he want?”
“You.”
“Does he . . .”
“He does not know for sure but I am certain he suspects us. However, he suspects everybody.”
“Did they follow you?”
“Not necessary. They can find me any time they want.”
“What shall we do?” She knew she spoke too fast, much too loud.
“Dear lady . . .” He came three steps closer and she saw the perspiration on his forehead and nose. Fear. She could smell it.
“Well, what is it?”