Desperation Reef

Cowboy hats and western wear.

Bright sports merch: MLB, NFL, NBA, FIFA.

Dickies and flannels.

A family in faux deerskin tops, moccasins, and feathered headbands.

A family dressed as pilgrims.

My motley congregation, thinks Brock.

From his surfboard pulpit — set up on a raised stage facing the churchyard audience and food trucks — Brock looks on with minor satisfaction. Maybe closer to two hundred people, but still, his best crowd ever. He and the Dogs can take the leftovers down to the San Diego homeless shelters. It’s taken a good hunk of money to finance all this — the Random Access Foundation declining to sponsor a Thanksgiving extravaganza — citing the tech downturn and early European mistreatment of indigenous New World peoples.

But that’s what money is for, he thinks: to feed the hungry, serve the poor.

From the pulpit he waves to Mahina, shooting video from a ladder in the churchyard, surrounded by the still growing crowd. Waves to Jen and Casey and Bette Wu, standing near the ladder. It’s the closest he’s seen his mother and Bette get. Mae, at Casey’s feet, of course. And both sets of grandparents: Pastor Mike and Marilyn Stonebreaker; Don and Eve Byrne.

Brock almost feels happiness. Feels it trying to shoulder its way past his native anger and his urgent need to act. His need to take off on a huge fast wave, to fight with his fists, to kick whatever ass needs kicking. To protect and serve, in his own heavy, dutiful, crusading, Brock Stonebreaker kind of way.

He feels something like peace right now. A foreign thing. Barely recognizes it. Surprises him.

Brock briefly welcomes and addresses his possibly two-hundred-plus guests. His PA system is good but many of the people only momentarily look up from their heaping plates, nod in Brock’s direction, then resume their conversations, raising plastic forks and spoons.

“Eat and be thankful!” he concludes. “And when you’re ready, go out and help the people of this world. They need you. Breath of life, baby — breathe it in and breathe it out!”

He windmills a chord of air guitar, looking out to his flock, who clap and cheer a little.

Which is when four whining black-and-yellow dune buggies — American flags flying — slide to sudden stops at the churchyard’s edge.

Dust rises and engines sputter out, and the Breath of Life compound goes quiet.

All eyes on big Kasper Aamon and his passenger, dismounting first. Followed by six others — one man and one woman per buggy.

Brock’s heart upshifts into a higher gear, his nerves bristling as he stares at the yellow-and-black bumblebees. He’s furious at himself for allowing this to happen again. Could have posted guards. But he didn’t expect Aamon to invade a Thanksgiving celebration. Brock feels that eager, pre-engagement hyperfocus he felt in Bakhmut, Ukraine.

Aamon ambles through the churchyard, leading his Right Fighters militia — all heavily armed, all in Right Fight trucker hats and black windbreakers with “RF” in tall yellow letters on the backs.

Aamon is strapped with what looks to Brock like a homemade flamethrower: two red canisters strapped to his back and hose-linked to a dual-handled gun holstered on his side. Kasper’s shaved face is still slightly swollen from Brock’s knockout hook.

Mae greets him, tail wagging; Aamon gives her a disgusted glance.

The food truck people scramble and close down fast. Curry in a Hurry is first to crunch out of the lot and onto the road.

Kasper and his troopers fan out and wend around the tables, toward Brock. Some with their phones up, shooting video.

Brock watches from his scaffold as they approach. Feels the crackle of violence in the air. Feels his control vanishing, and a terrible fate pressing down on them from the heavy gray sky above.

Many of the celebrants drift away from the parking lot, uncertain and probably afraid, some headed for the church, others for their trailers, hidden in the arroyo nearby. Some stay where they are, staring, defiant or maybe just confused — Brock can’t figure which. He’s got a pistol fixed to the back of the pulpit surfboard, one of several just-in-case guns he once hid in his pot grows. Pulls it free and kneels behind the surfboard, jamming the gun into the waistband of his cargo pants. Then rises, pulling his bongo-drum-and-hula-girl Hawaiian shirt over it.

Casey, Jen, and Juana hustle for the church. Brock’s grandparents and three Go Dogs follow. Mahina barrels through the crowd and joins Brock on the stage, where Kasper and the Right Fighters now stop twenty feet short.

“Why bring a flamethrower to a rain storm?” Brock asks.

“Those forecasts are never right. Man-made this. Man-made that. Man-made bullshit.”

“You’re not welcome here anymore, Kasper. Leave, or I’ll call the police.”

Kasper Aamon raises his big head, sniffs the air.

“Food smells good,” he says. His voice strains through his clenched jaws.

“I have to hand it to you, Kasper. You can take a punch.”