Complete Atopia Chronicles

As Alan Turing had observed in our conversations a century before, change the body and you have changed the mind. Where before this had been something of a philosophical point, here on Atopia it had a very immediate and tangible effect. All of humanity had previously shared the same physical morphology and therefore more or less the same minds, but no more.

The human mind was not just the brain. Our nervous systems extended throughout our entire bodies, including the ancient brain in our gut that was connected to our heads via the vagus nerve. When we said something was the result of gut thinking, it was truer than most people imagined.

By extension, human abstract thought was intimately tied to the entire human body; she gave me the cold shoulder, my hands were full, I couldn’t swallow it and so on. When we changed the body, we began to change the way our minds conceived of abstract thoughts, even the way it constructed thoughts themselves.

Almost as soon as they could communicate with us, pssi–kids had begun to use a lexicon of abstract expressions that I couldn’t properly understand, like splintered out, tubered, slivering, cloudy and many more that developed as they did.

But where we’d had pssi introduced into our wetware as adults and knew the difference between real and synthetic, the pssi–kids had grown up with the stimulus embedded. Most of the distinction was lost to them. Their brains and nervous systems had developed together with pssi, and their minds had started to become something different. They had become something different.

Changing the body was one thing, but changing the mind, now this was something else. As I watched these pssi-kids playing rag doll, I now had the eerie sensation of watching some alien creatures playing before me.

The rag doll collective suddenly stopped, and then looked straight at the point where I was observing it from. I hadn’t appeared in their sensory spaces, nor flagged my presence, so it couldn’t have known that I was watching, or even that I was there. And yet, it stopped and stared intently at where I would have been, as if they knew what I was thinking; as if they were staring straight into my soul.

Immediately I clicked out of that space and sat staring numbly at the wall of books in my office.

I shivered.

13

Identity: Jimmy Jones

“REGARDING OUR PROJECT, there is something I need you to do for me in return,” I said to Dr. Ganger. We were back on another walk through the hydroponics farms. He’d wanted an update and confirmation of our deal to put him first in line for the conscious transference project. “I want to be put into the research groups on memory and addiction.”

“Consider it done,” he agreed with a smile. Dr. Granger held out a hand to pass it through the green leaves of a plant we passed. He stopped to inspect one large, ripe tomato hanging in its branches.

“And I’ll need to get root access to Shimmer and your own pssi system.”

He let go of the tomato and turned to look at me. This was a highly unusual request, but then again, to become immortal, to secure his fame forever, this was worth anything to him.

“Yes, but with some provisos,” he replied slowly. “I’ll need to understand the details of what you want to do, but, yes.”

“Of course,” I agreed, “you also understand we need to keep this private between you and I.”

He narrowed his eyes and smiled.

“I don’t want Patricia to be a part of this,” I explained.

“Isn’t she like a mother to you?”

He was trying to measure an emotional response from me, but I just stared at him impassively.

I didn’t want Patricia knowing I wanted to do research work with Hal. She’d never liked him, and I didn’t want to create any more problems. On top of that, the project Hal and I were discussing was something Patricia didn’t know I was involved in.

As the lead on conscious perimeter security, my plate was already full, but I had a growing passion in the next evolving step of the pssi program—conscious transference. We were still a ways off, but we were slowly evolving ways to understand how the ethereal mind hovered somewhere within the physical cage of the brain, where the seat of consciousness and our sense of self came together. Immortality, or something approaching it, was close at hand.

Soon enough, as pssi flooded the world and all of mankind began flittering between gameworlds and sensorgies, an upgrade to their monthly pssi package would feature an option for conscious transference.

Transfer from what, they will ask, from my old body? That thing I haven’t seen in a year? And in an instant it will be done, the age old dream of immortality realized with as little fanfare as the click of a button. Then they’d leave their bodies to collect dust somewhere in the corner of a garage like an old television set, eventually to be thrown out.

In this context, ceding executive control to pssi was like offering up your eternal soul.