‘No. For God’s sake, Laura, I’m not being unreasonable, am I? I mean, fair enough if he wants a quick drink sometimes after working so hard all day – I don’t blame him for that – but it doesn’t stop there. He’s in the pub most of the evening, more often than not. It makes me feel like he doesn’t even
‘I can imagine.’ Laura reached out and took hold of Nicky’s paw. ‘And he must hardly see Benjamin at all.’
‘Some weeks he
‘And now you must wonder whether you’re really any better off.’ Laura sighed. ‘Well, at least you’re happy with what
‘You’ll have no trouble, with your nursing qualifications. And you’re right, I know we women need to find satisfaction with our own lives instead of relying on our men to make us happy. But …’
‘You and Dan were
‘Oh, please!’ Nicky burst out laughing. ‘Don’t remind me about Kevin!’
And both of them doubled up with laughter. Nicky was shaking so much I had to jump off her lap. I had no idea who Kevin the Creep was. Where did he creep, and why? Perhaps he had poorly legs. Or perhaps he was a snake, for all I knew. But at least he was responsible for cheering up my two human friends – for now!
Once Julian had gone off back to work again, the atmosphere in the cottage changed. Laura and Nicky were still being happy and chatty together, but Caroline’s mood was even worse.
‘Now I’m the only one with nobody to talk to,’ she complained. ‘Even Jessica has got Benjamin to keep her company! Why can’t
‘Oh, Caroline, be reasonable,’ Laura said. ‘There isn’t room. It’s squashed enough here, as it is.’
‘Well, after Nicky goes home, then? Please, Laura? If Grace came down we could go out together and I wouldn’t be in your way anymore.’
Laura looked shocked. ‘You’re not in my
‘You don’t have to say it,’ Caroline grumbled in response. ‘It’s obvious.’
‘That’s not true.’
‘Isn’t it? Nobody cares that I’m totally bored here in this crappy place.’
‘Caroline!’
‘Well, you think that too, really, don’t you? You’ve only cheered up because Nicky’s here. It’s totally unfair. I feel more lonely now than I did when I was ill!’
There was a horrible silence. Laura was blinking at Caroline, her paw over her mouth. Nicky, who had left the room while the argument was going on, came back in and put her arm round Laura as Caroline stomped off up the stairs.
‘She didn’t mean it,’ Nicky said quietly.
‘Yes I
‘We’re trying to, Caroline,’ Nicky called back. Then, to Laura, she added, ‘Why not ask Julian what he thinks of the idea?’
‘Seriously? You think I should have
‘Actually I suspect Caroline’s right about one thing – she’d be a lot happier and less trouble if she had company.’
Laura sighed. ‘I suppose so. Perhaps we have been unfair to her. It shook me to the core just now to hear her saying she was lonely. The poor child spent all that time in hospital, and lying at home on her own when she was ill. Have I lost my compassion, Nicky?’
‘Of course you haven’t. You’ve got used to her feeling well, now, and she’s been trying your patience lately. Plus you’ve got your hands full with Jessica.’
‘I sometimes think Caroline might be jealous of her, you know.’
‘She wouldn’t be human if she wasn’t, a little bit. Especially where Julian’s concerned.’
‘Yes. After all, it was just him and Caroline, for such a long time. And he was very overprotective about her when she was ill. Understandably.’
‘Understandable, yes, but it meant she didn’t get to see other children. And now she
‘I know. You’re right. Well, I’ll see what Julian says when we talk tonight.’