“One, Rafi Nadir. When I realized I was pregnant, I was cooked. My career was shot. I was too Catholic to get an abortion, but a patrol officer is at too much personal risk and I wasn’t going to subject a child to a dead mama. I was damned if I’d let a man put me in a corner like that. I secretly resigned the LAPD, grabbed what I could, and ran. I had a good record despite my brutal ‘initiation.’ I used my mother’s maiden name, got a patrol job in Bakersfield, and eventually worked my way to Las Vegas.”
“And Nadir?”
“He didn’t take to being low minority on the totem pole. I had ways of checking. He really blew it after I left, and got kicked off the force.”
“It takes a lot to get kicked off the LAPD.”
“Tell me about it. Along with New Orleans, Chicago, and Minneapolis, L.A. is considered one of the most minority-unfriendly forces in the country. Maybe it’s changed by now. I did make lieutenant in Vegas.”
“This Nadir guy turning up here must be a nightmare.”
“Worse. I’d never dreamed of such a thing. Now he’s found me, and therefore, Mariah. He’s not stupid. He knows he’s her father. He wants her to know it.”
“I see your problem.”
“That’s not the only one. I may have been wrong about Rafi. I may also have been wrong about your pal Temple Barr’s longtime sweetie, the Mystifying Max Kinsella.”
“You did have a hard-on to nail him for that old Goliath murder.”
“That’s how you saw it?
“Obviously, he came back to haunt you. As did Nadir. Why?”
“My rotten luck?”
“You don’t believe in luck, Carmen. You believe in hard work.”
She patted her stomach gingerly. “Whoever did this was running amok in the Mystifying Max’s well-concealed house. I finally traced Temple Barr to the place and went in on my own to check it out. I interrupted, or just preceded another Max Kinsella fan as disenchanted as I was. Maybe more. Someone was going through the rooms, slicing his clothes into shreds in the closets. And I thought
“Maybe it was that big alley cat of Miss Barr’s, Midnight Louie, miffed at the man for vanishing on her again.”
“Nice try. A knife did the slashing, a big butcher knife from the block in the kitchen. That’s what grazed me. It probably had a ten-inch blade.”
“Four inches can kill you.” Alch picked up the empty food bowl, then donned his purse-lipped thinking hard expression. “Seems to me your biggest problem is keeping your B and E secret. That could kill your career. You could go the lawyer route with Nadir, hold him at bay for a while.”
She thought too. “Maybe I should do something even more draining about him.”
“What’s that?”
Molina picked at a loose thread on the bargain percale sheet hem. “Maybe I should talk to him first.” She sighed, and it hurt. What didn’t these days? “When I can stomach it.”
A Deeper Shade
of Black
Black. Black.
Everything was black.
He was in a tomb. Or a tunnel.
Did he see a flicker of light? No.
Did he feel anything?
Only the slightest twinge of consciousness after long unconsciousness.
Or could he be sure of that?
He was either blind, or his mind was a blank, like a blackboard with no writing on it.
Wait. Blackboard. That was a concept. He had a mental picture of it, framed in wood.
His mind was not black. Only his senses were.
No feeling, no sight, no hearing, no smell.
But taste. A bad, dry taste in his mouth, like he’d tried to swallow a toad.
Toad. Another concept. Another mental picture.
Something or someone was keeping him prisoner like this. Sense deprivation.
An abstract concept. Not a thing, like a blackboard or a toad.
He could think in concrete terms, in concepts and analogies.
He just couldn’t see, hear, taste, smell.
But he could think. That was a hopeful sign. A spring, a feather, a dove . . .
Ideas were spinning in the blackness of his blackboard mind, but he felt even that feeble grasp on beingness fade to a deeper shade of black.
There was no where, no what, no when.
No who.
No one else.
Nothing.
A Winning Pair
of Diamonds
“Oh! I almost squashed Midnight Louie again.” Kit jumped up again before sitting on Temple’s living-room sofa.
“He’s hard to squash.” Temple watched the big black cat stretch luxuriously, claiming even more territory with his long muscular body and extended legs and tail. “He’s reclaiming the sofa because you used it for a bed before Aldo exported you to whatever hidden love nest you’ve been calling home lately.”