His eyes filled up again, and I put my arms around his shoulders. He rested his head against mine, and cried, making no sound. I cried, too, cried for Samiel and Chloe, for Stock, for Gabriel. I cried for Patrick, the best friend I’d had before I’d discovered I was the daughter of a fallen angel. I cried for all the grief I’d caused and been given, cried for the lives I’d taken and the innocent lives that had been caught in the cross fire when monsters walked the Earth.
We cried until there were no more tears, and then we sat quietly together while the sun went down outside and darkness crept through the house.
Still Daharan did not come home.
After a long while Beezle came in the kitchen and turned on the small light above the gas range.
“I hate to interrupt,” he said, and for once he looked like he actually meant it. “But we have a couple of pressing problems to deal with.”
“The shifter could come back,” I said. My voice sounded rusty.
Beezle nodded. “Since Daharan appears to be missing in action, you and Nathaniel are going to have to combine your magic and figure out a way to lay some better protection over the house.”
“Otherwise the shifter could stand out in the street and kill us all without even coming inside,” I said. “I know.”
“Also, there’s the matter of the . . .” He trailed off, looking at Samiel uncertainly.
“No,” I said. “Absolutely not. I don’t want you down there at all.”
I thought of the room, all of Chloe’s inside parts on the outside. “You don’t want to remember her that way.”
“Can’t you just trust me?” I said. “Do you have to see the horror for yourself?”
Something in my face must have convinced him, because he stared at me for a long time, then nodded.
“All right, then,” I said, relieved. “Oh, and I might have left Jack Dabrowski locked in the second storage unit.”
“Might have?” Beezle asked.
“I wasn’t sure what to do about him,” I said. “He’s only going to run straight home and get on the computer, and I don’t think it’s in the public interest for the whistle to be blown on a freaky shapeshifter right now.”
“I agree,” Beezle said. “But you can’t keep him in the storage unit forever. And you can’t have him living in the house. He’ll only pick up more intel that you won’t want disseminated on the Internet.”
“Have you been reading?” I asked. “You didn’t learn such fancy words on TV.”
“You’d be surprised what you can learn from TV,” Beezle said loftily.
We went into the living room, where Nathaniel and Jude were watching the news with grim faces. I knew both of them had heard every word that was spoken in the kitchen. That was the advantage of supernatural hearing.
“It’s already begun,” Jude said, indicating the screen.
The film showed several people handcuffed with black bags over their faces being led away by police. The voice-over said that the individuals were a family of supernatural origin and that police had been led to the offending family by a tip from their neighbors.
“It’s not just the shapeshifter we’ve got to worry about,” I said. “My neighbors know unnatural things happen in and around this house all the time. J.B. and the Agency used to make sure all the nine-one-one calls were intercepted so I wouldn’t be arrested. Whatever protection spell we use has got to deflect the human authorities as well. Otherwise we’ll be on the news with black bags over our heads.”
There was something else to consider, too. Lucifer was rather possessive of me, and his responses to different situations tended to be unpredictable. If by some strange chance the police managed to arrest me and lock me up, Lucifer might lose his mind and, say, smash the entire city of Chicago into oblivion. So it was definitely in my best interest as well as the people of the city that I not get taken.
Jude stood up. “Since night has fallen, we should dispose of Chloe’s remains while the shadows can hide us.”
“I don’t want to,” I said. “But what else can we do? We can’t risk someone finding her in the basement, and we can’t bury her in the backyard. Freshly turned soil is kind of a giveaway that you’ve been up to no good.”
“It would be safest to burn her,” Nathaniel said. “That way nothing will remain to direct the authorities to us.”
“It will be like cremation,” I said to Samiel. I could hear the pleading tone in my voice even if he could not. “You’ll be able to keep her ashes.”
“Of course, a giant conflagration in the yard might attract attention,” Beezle said.
“There are two fireplaces in this building,” Nathaniel said. “There is no reason to bring her outside.”