The longboat struck the hull of the
‘Welcome aboard,’ Robert said.
‘I should be, it’s my ship,’ Hawkins replied with a smile. ‘How is she, Mister Varian? None the worse for my kinsman’s foray, I hope.’
‘She’s fighting fit,’ Robert replied proudly, calling Seeley and Shaw forward.
‘This is Thomas Seeley, the master, and Johannes Shaw, the boatswain.’
Hawkins reached for Seeley’s hand first. ‘This man I already know. It’s good to see you, Thomas. How is your father?’
‘He’s good, sir,’ Seeley replied.
Hawkins nodded genially and turned to the boatswain.
‘Shaw, eh?’ he said, his eyes narrowing in thought. ‘You look familiar. Are you related to Peter Shaw, the master of the
‘He’s my uncle,’ Shaw replied, pleased that a man of Hawkins’s stature should know one of his family.
‘A good man,’ Hawkins said, nodding slowly. He looked out over the rest of the assembled crew and noticed that many were not looking back at him but at their captain. He turned to Robert.
‘Back to their stations then, Mister Varian,’ he said tersely, ‘and join me if you will.’
Robert nodded to Seeley and the master scattered the crew.
Hawkins led Robert to the poop deck. In the brief seconds it took to ascend to the stern Robert felt his anxiousness rise again. From the day he had been promoted to captain by Drake, he had known that, as a field commission, his promotion would be subject to review once the fleet returned home. He had continually ignored the possibility of fate’s reversal, content instead to believe that his captaincy was official. Over the preceding months he had come to consider the
This illusion of permanence had been easy to maintain off the coast of Spain and on the return journey home. With a defeated enemy in the wake of the English fleet and the
Robert believed that command of the
On reaching the poop deck, frustration consumed him. If only he could be given more time to prove his worth to his superiors. Despite his converse religious beliefs he truly felt he was the best man to permanently command the
‘Mister Varian,’ Hawkins began, but then paused. He turned and walked to the gunwale. ‘What to do with you?’ he said, looking out over the harbour.
‘I don’t understand, sir,’ Robert replied taken aback, his opening argument dying on his lips.
‘Your command, lad, your captaincy of the
‘Sir?’
‘You brought yourself to the attention of my kinsman, Drake. Then he went and did another damn fool thing and promoted you captain of my ship.’
‘But sir, I …’
Hawkins suddenly smiled and slapped Robert on the shoulder. ‘And now I’m going to do a damn fool thing and confirm that command.’
Robert could not take in the words.
‘I saw strength in you from the beginning and by God you proved me right at Cadiz. Now that Drake has seen it too, the
‘But how can I, sir?’ Robert said, speaking aloud the thoughts that had most haunted him. He did not pause to gather himself, to think that he was arguing against that which he longed for most. ‘Surely the captaincy must be awarded to someone of a higher social rank?’
Hawkins smiled ruefully. ‘Don’t think I’m not aware of that problem, Varian. In fact I still had my doubts when I came on board. But then I saw something that settled the matter. The men look to you, Varian. They respect you. That counts for a great deal in a captain.’