Curt nodded almost benignly, as an icy anger began to grip him. “One little thing that puzzles me, Debbie. If he was here because Paula wanted him to be, why would he need a lookout? If anyone rang the bell, she needed only not answer it.”
“I... don’t...” Debbie was momentarily stricken by the implications of the question. “Maybe... he was afraid you’d come home...”
“Have you ever heard of a man named Harold Rockwell?”
“I... no, sir.” She seemed genuinely confused. “Is he another of her... I mean...”
“Another of Paula’s lovers?” Curt felt grimly amused and a bit sick at the same time. X had done his work well. “No. Harold Rockwell was assaulted on a downtown street and beaten so viciously that he went blind, one week before my wile’s suicide. Four teen-agers did it, Debbie. Driving a two-tone green Chevrolet station wagon, a fifty-five or fifty-six model.”
He was watching her closely; the station wagon had sunk in, all right. It had meant something to her. But she tossed her head almost nervously, like a thoroughbred mare; still spirit in her.
“I don’t see what this has to do with... with anything.”
“Paula was a witness to that assault — the
“When Paula opened the door they hit her in the stomach, and then dragged her into the reading room...” He pointed toward the back hall. “Through there, just a few steps. There’s a daybed in there.”
Debbie was drawing her face from side to side in negation, eyes tight shut, as if already aware of what was coming. Curt knew he should stop now, but he couldn’t; he had reconstructed it too often in the silence of his mind to stop now.
“And then they raped her, one after the other. Maybe they even had seconds because she was such prime stuff. But always one of them would be on the porch to watch the phone booth through the trees.”
“Stop it,” she sobbed. “Please stop...”
“An hour, two hours after they left — we aren’t sure just what time that was — Paula went upstairs and very carefully and almost ceremoniously slit her wrist and bled to death.” He moved in on her, haunted by Worden’s coarse, unfeeling remark four months before. “Why do you think she did that, Debbie? Do you suppose she found out she
He had come to a stop standing over her, breathing hard, sweat pouring down his face, shirt sodden. Debbie was huddled on the couch with her arms folded under her breasts, each white-fingered hand gripping the opposite elbow.
When she raised her face there was true horror and revulsion in it. “And you think that
Curt backed off, shook his head; he felt sick. He said gently, “No, Debbie, I don’t think that. I think you were used, unwittingly.”
But he had lost her. He had lost control, pushed too hard, put her into a corner she had to get out of at any cost to logic or thought.
“I...” Her lips were so dry that she had to stop and wet them, but her chin thrust stubbornly and her eyes were almost transfigured. “Do you really expect me to believe that
Curt knew she was just fighting back, that her mind was simply refusing the monstrous, the unacceptable, but it still momentarily shook him. What if he
He sighed. “It happened, Debbie, pretty much as I’ve told it. If you’re so convinced that your friend isn’t involved, give me his name. Let me talk with him, let
Debbie stood up on legs which she seemed to find tottery. “I want to go away now, please.”
“I’ll drive you back to school.”
“I’d rather walk.”
As she started for the door, Curt, on sudden impulse, picked up from the mantlepiece the envelope with Paula’s suicide note in it. The words had long since been burned indelibly into his brain. At the door, he thrust it into her hands. She met his eyes almost blindly, not understanding, still bewildered by lingering shock and emotion.
“Read it,” he said. “It’s her suicide note — Paula’s note. If it raises any questions in your mind, call me. Give me a name. Just one name is all I need. And tell your friend that he doesn’t have to worry about trouble with the police; the law can’t touch him if he had anything to do with it or not.”